Last time you asked me, 'why lie? you can just tell me'. I guess now I can ask you the same question. Why lie? If you really want to go with her, let me know. I'll suck it up.

Maybe it's my fault. I must be too lousy a girlfriend, not showing enough TLC for you to keep drifting to other girls. I'm not crying this time round. I feel numb from all these happening over and over again. I'm tired of confronting you again and again. Wanna do it? Better hide it well and not let me find out. If not, best if you let me know. Not happy with me? Run away, baby. 

Or gain my trust the right way.