i'm just a minor character, making no great impact in life.
i really wonder what will happen if i were to disappear one day.


i'm jealous
the GREEN in me


night out with geraldine and malcolm! (:
happy belated birthday ger!
and thankyou malcolm for the dinner treat!





i feel good and accomplished today after thinking through many things. and i have made my decision.

to put in most of my effort in studies for the next ten weeks in preparation for promos.
to train hard for bowling in order to achieve my aim. i can't afford to regret again in next year's adiv.
not to be bothered by other things.
i'll appreciate all my friends even more. more love for you guys! <33 lead a happy life and you'll see the always-happy-and-cheerful elis back into action! =DD


today has been a great day for me and yunhui, or maybe for us the five crazy girls! (: right darlings? ahh i have been smiling to myself, to my phone and to my lappy. haha! ELIS MELTS AND VAPORISES~ it sure has been a long time since i ever felt this way. i could actually feel myself blushing. ELIS' TOP SECRET(: you can come and ask me about it but definitely not here.

after school, on bus 38 to bedok interchange, a group of malay boys were so 'kind' that they gave up their seat for yunhui and i to sit. in the end, a situation w0rse than standing throughout the journy happened. they blast the music and sang at the top of their horrible voices. i can swear this is the worst singing i have ever heard in my entire seventeen years of life. the pain in my eardrums. alighting the bus, i stepped into a small drain and a guy said,"be careful, don't fall down." i was like "what the hell" and immediately ran towards pammie and fangy for help. ahhh terrible part of the day that i wish it wouldn't happen today.

about my phone, my experience using 3310 today was better than i expected. though it can only fit ten words in a screen and sent messages cannot be saved, the games were fun! much better than the games in 6680. love it. anw, friends! i'm back to using my old hp number! the one that has many 2s. what new phone model should i get? samsung phones are cheap but value low. just like what yixuan said this morning. once you buy, the next day its value will be zero. motorazr looks cool after looking at my sister's phone. sony ericsson has pretty themes and games! nokia has the highest value for phone but its models are not as nice as others. CONFUSED AND TROUBLED ): but oh well. i'll look out for more phones and wait till the day when one caught my attention. don't suggest n series to me. i'm too scared to own them.

FEEL THE LOVE (:


UNLUCKY DAY. THE WORST DAY I EVER HAD IN MY ENTIRE LIFE ):
after today, i can conclude that this month of july is totally horrible for me, or maybe even this year. nothing good seem to have happened.
i lost my phone. not really lost it, but someone pickpocket it. i'm quite sure i didn't leave it somewhere or drop it. and it happened somewhere in forever 21 at town. MY PRECIOUS NOKIA 6680 ): i have been using it for like more than two years. i'll miss you, my dearest need in my life. all my photos, contacts and especially my messages! YOUR messages to me. my heart is once again being broken into pieces. i can die of heart attack if such unlucky things keep happening to me. my weak heart can't take it anymore. so, if you have any bad news to tell me, please postpone it till some day when i'm stronger.
not only my phone, i lost my ten bucks worth earrings. i must have dropped it while trying clothes. it's bought by my funky ahma! see how precious it is to me ): and my necklace dropped into the toilet bowl. pity the poor me.
to the person who fking hell stole my phone, since you're such a bad person to be so brave to pickpocket my phone, i know you will definitely not return my phone to me. i bet you even break my sim card alr. how i hope you will at least return me my memory card and my testtube keychain. you can take my phone cause it's very old and dented with dirty dropping off neoprints behind. don't call to disturb my friends esp christopher lee. he's not the christopher you want. don't take my 1000 photos or read my 1500 messages in it. it's my private life!
THIS IS YOUR CURSE. you'll get knocked down by car when crossing the road. lose control of your car and get into serious accident or even drop inside the drain. may tons of birdshit land on you. stuck, trip and fall when walking. walk under block and get hit by flower pot. trap inside the lift till you lack of oxygen and die. choke on food. hit your head and lose your entire memory right from the day you're born. meet a robber with knife who robbed you of everything and scar your face. may you be disfigured and break your bones. even after your death, you will suffer in hell. i won't feel bad cause this is what you deserve for taking my phone. argh.
actually this is not entirely that person's fault. it's mine. my carelessness. why did i put my phone in that front pocket of my bag and not some secret pocket with many zips? why didn't i carry my slingbag in front of me? why didn't i be more careful? i must be too innocent looking to be able to attract a thief. and the worst thing is that i didn't realise it!
i hate myself. god must be punishing me for being a bad girl. i hope this punishment is over. it's alr terrible enough and i have learnt my lesson! i'll use a cheap phone from now on. no more wanting of N95 and no impt things to be kept in my wallet. i will use all the cheap stuff. just in case. i'm a blur sotong, i admit it.
so much thanks to yunhui darling for lending me her phone on monday! and for cheering me up and hearing me whine ever since i lost it. or i'll have no phone for the rest of the days till my daddy is willing to get me a new one. I LOVE YOU!(: you're the best!


the fun i had with my four other girls (: love you prettys!





a great start brightens up my day, walking and talking happily to school. i sure did miss this feeling. hesitated to spoil this mood, i still decided to pass it to you. what will happen next? i don't know.
during physics lesson today was totally embarrassing! yunhui and i got so excited because our tutor mentioned about her lousiest class besides us. bet the whole class know about our crazyness. the main reason why. you guys can guess, right yunhui darling? haha!
after school, my nice caring les partner came my house to accompany me. we ate my left-over icecream cake and lots of junk. not forgetting that she brought back many sweets home. in return, i helped to do some questions of her math hw. lessie, don't you love me? haha! i love you so much! you're always there to accompany me especially when i'm bored or feeling emo. thankyou!

youarethereasonwhyismile(:


my out-of-boredom blog is done! much thanks goes to weixin who helped me after i gave up on it. love you girl! <33

lots of things have been happening these few days, but i'll be strong and try to overcome them one by one.

to you, remember that i'm always available whenever you need me. not just a girlfriend but good friend.