Elis Ong @elisongelis
never let you go on Sunday, January 27, 2008 //
The rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same
everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left the mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself I'll hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now but give in
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd never let you go
The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything on that day
I can't believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd never let you go
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Sunday, January 20, 2008 //
i can't figure out the main reason why these few days have been that horrible,
neither did anything went specially well.
firstly, bowling's atrocious.
secondly, studies seem impossible to catch up.
thirdly, i seem to have some depression, getting frustrated at tiny things everyday.
on friday after school, i followed chris to tpjc to meet my lessie. was so happy that i finally get to meet her. time passed so quickly! if i didn't have trng, we could have talked even longer. as such, i was late for trng. but it's okay, lessie's more impt (:
trng was fine until we started to play games. a continuous 5 OPEN FRAMES totally threw me deep down, and even deeper when the others were all much better than me. stress, afraid, disappointed, hopeless=quitbowling. uncontrollably, i cried. tears that i held back for so long ever since school reopened. but i managed to pick up alittle with the support of the others. THANKYOU MY GREAT TEAMMATES! i really appreciate those cheers, i felt so touched. e.g. YIXUAN and WEIXIN for the group hug and encouragement, CHRIS for advice, SAMUEL for consoling, THE OTHERS for cheering. to wrap up, I LOVE TJ BOWLING TEAM RIGHT FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART! <33
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEAN AND ABAH! (:
ytd we went vivo and sentosa to celebrate their birthday. though the waiting for everyone to arrive part was kind of boring, we had fun at sentosa. played volleyball and frisbee, the dangerous games. i wanna go sentosa again! had dinner at vivo banquet. the charkwaytiao is the most delicious one i have ever ate. haha you guys can go and try (: shared with jean, and sat beside huangyu the selfadmit pig.
fad, you really did great in the planning! loveee
rumours, rumours and rumours
sometimes, it really irritates me so much.
don't you know it breaks my heart whenever someone tells me that?
):
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Thursday, January 17, 2008 //
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SEXY CHRISSY! <33
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Wednesday, January 16, 2008 //
have you ever felt that, your heart refuses to feel how you want it to?
hurting yourself, over and over again.
dumbly, sadly.
i miss you, my counsellor ):
at a point when i need you again.
i miss you, you and especially you
slap me! :'(
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Saturday, January 12, 2008 //
elis is jealous, damn jealous. RAHHH
life is never ever fair, biased freaks.
anw, i'll be mia during the weekdays and back online during the weekends.
the nerd is developing :p
i've changed my blog song! Who Am I - elis' favorite song of the week (:
can someone please give me a 13 pound bowling ball? :D i'm sure to love you!
Elis Ong @elisongelis
bowling, my life. on Friday, January 04, 2008 //
today is a good bowling day! something worth blogging about (:
maybe it's due to the short day in school, twelve hours of sleep the previous day, bath before rushing for trng which kept me energetic throughout the two hours trng :D
somehow everyone bowled so well today that coach jimmy was so impressed with our performance. uncle jimmy is so cute! esp when he comes and talk to you on msn to kpo about bitchy stuff with his keke. HAHA.
today, elis learnt the proper use her wristguard-with-love (: and tried different lines and ended up bowling 1-1. that was fun but damn tiring. heartbeat paused for each moment i release the ball on the edge of the longkang until it reaches the breakpoint to the pocket. totally bad for the heart, and yixuan agrees. my sparing kind of improved too! compared to last year. see my increased ball speed and rev, and the impact created. it was like WOW i can actually do that. YAYYY HAPPY! =DD hopefully this will continue on for next few trngs.
went popular with chris after trng and chilled at his house. were enthusiastically talking about today's good bowling. don't you guys agree that trng is better with fewer ppl? we get more attention and it's somehow not so 'messy'. two person per lane = can bowl more!
went back home and talked to yixuan more about bowling. HAHA
we tjc bowling team will get into top four this year! (:
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Tuesday, January 01, 2008 //
HAPPY 2008! (:
say bye to 2007 the horrible year! first half of 07 were happy days, last half were totally bad. 2008 better be a good year, the year of a'levels.
8 new year resolutions for 2008
1. to be a nerd
2. bowling avg of 150 by feb, avg 160 by may
3. pass all tests in term 1, at least D for jct, A&B for a's
4. less moody days, more happy days
5. to be less affected by you
6. smile to school
7. be more mature and independent
8. no lazing or fooling around
on the last day of 2007, lessie came my house in the morning and gave me a cute spongebob bloster! THANKYOU GIRL! (: i was hugging it to sleep last night.
went to chris' house to meet the bowlers before heading to cafe cartel for lunch. while waiting for chris to bathe and get ready, we took some photos!
family photo (daryl daddy, petrina mummy, yixuan junior, elis junior)
twinnie: black giordano polo tee, khaki, pink slippers, brown sling bag, untied hairshopped around far east till the sun set. daryl, next time then we'll shop for the whole day yea. your pissed face was scary.
after dinner at tm with family, i went off to meet yunhui for some chilling. supposed to wait from 8 to 12 for countdown. but after walking round till the shops close, watching cartoon network at rooftop, resting at coffee bean, it was only 1130pm. we decided to go home after much consideration. not wanting to miss countdown@msn with the bowlers, i practically ran home and managed to reach home seven minutes before 12am. phew!
come to think of it, what's so nice to welcome 2008. it's actually a sad occasion. i rather it not come.
me and yunhui at the kids room :p