Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Friday, August 26, 2011 //
but you don't seem to care at all
i've been waiting patiently
for your love to come to me
sitting alone in misery
now all i feel is pain
and i refuse to keep playing this game
dying inside
can't get you out of my mind
how can you just break my heart and say goodbye
told me that you love me baby
so tell me why
said i win your heart if i made your dreams come true
so i betrayed myself to be the man for you
so why am i still by your side
after all these lies
why is it still break my heart to see you cry
all i want is for you to have a perfect life
even if you're on my mind
<3 nice emo song.
i've been waiting patiently
for your love to come to me
sitting alone in misery
now all i feel is pain
and i refuse to keep playing this game
dying inside
can't get you out of my mind
how can you just break my heart and say goodbye
told me that you love me baby
so tell me why
said i win your heart if i made your dreams come true
so i betrayed myself to be the man for you
so why am i still by your side
after all these lies
why is it still break my heart to see you cry
all i want is for you to have a perfect life
even if you're on my mind
<3 nice emo song.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Thursday, August 25, 2011 //
me and my screwed up life.
take my mind out of my body.
take my soul away.
i don't wanna feel.
take my mind out of my body.
take my soul away.
i don't wanna feel.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Wednesday, August 24, 2011 //
A girl loved a boy with every part of her and he loved her deeply, but he didn't fully understand what he had when he was with her. Breaking up was the hardest decision she had to make. She could see that he felt something for someone else even though he said he still loved her and would deny any feelings for the other girl. He wanted to see if there was something better and not settle down just yet for he was only so young.
So after she had enough of the lies, she left him and he chose to purse the other girl. But all the while, his first love was on his mind. She was still heart broken and still loved him, but hates what he did to her at the same time. Even looking at him brought memories of what they had together, and she felt as though no one could replace what she had with him.
A year goes by and throughout the year, the boy stays with the other girl but knows it was not anywhere near the magic he had with his first love. He comes back into her life wanting her advice and help with what he should do, wanting his first love to tell him that she still needs him. But she has learnt never to trust him again, she will never let someone throw her away to find something better and then come to the realization that she was the best he could have ever had and expect her to jump straight back into his arms. He hurt her so deeply that just coming back into her life won't fix it.
She wishes she never met him so he could have never hurt her, wishes he didn't have any control over her, and wishes she never fell in love with a liar. who does he think he is coming back into her life after lying and choosing someone else to replace her. It will never work because of all the hurt he caused, all the lies he said and the hate created. The scar will be with her for the rest of her life but its a reminder to her to never let someone steal a part of her again, never to be tricked into believing empty words but mostly it is a reminder to never be tricked by him again. The scar is a learning curve so she can only improve what she has from now on and as soon as there is doubt, she will let her heart take over and end it before she gets another gash that should have been prevented from the start.
So after she had enough of the lies, she left him and he chose to purse the other girl. But all the while, his first love was on his mind. She was still heart broken and still loved him, but hates what he did to her at the same time. Even looking at him brought memories of what they had together, and she felt as though no one could replace what she had with him.
A year goes by and throughout the year, the boy stays with the other girl but knows it was not anywhere near the magic he had with his first love. He comes back into her life wanting her advice and help with what he should do, wanting his first love to tell him that she still needs him. But she has learnt never to trust him again, she will never let someone throw her away to find something better and then come to the realization that she was the best he could have ever had and expect her to jump straight back into his arms. He hurt her so deeply that just coming back into her life won't fix it.
She wishes she never met him so he could have never hurt her, wishes he didn't have any control over her, and wishes she never fell in love with a liar. who does he think he is coming back into her life after lying and choosing someone else to replace her. It will never work because of all the hurt he caused, all the lies he said and the hate created. The scar will be with her for the rest of her life but its a reminder to her to never let someone steal a part of her again, never to be tricked into believing empty words but mostly it is a reminder to never be tricked by him again. The scar is a learning curve so she can only improve what she has from now on and as soon as there is doubt, she will let her heart take over and end it before she gets another gash that should have been prevented from the start.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Friday, August 19, 2011 //
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Thursday, August 18, 2011 //
AHHHHHHH, let sat night come fast! stupid field camp, not allowing me to talk to my boyfriend for a week. i feel like dyingggg! need to give him a big hug soon! MISS HIM V V V V BADLY :(
and may my sunig selections go well this weekend :/
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Monday, August 15, 2011 //
speaking korean is really cool! i'm so gonna learn it soon!
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Thursday, August 11, 2011 //
Yay, i got single room! but it's lonely at times :( like now, i'm damn bored. with no school work nor camping for electives at this hour. just ended trng and supper. i'm not tired yet.
There's only so many songs
That I can sing to pass the time
And I'm running out of things to do
To get you off my mind
With you is where I'd rather be
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me
I wish that you were here with me
There's only so many songs
That I can sing to pass the time
And I'm running out of things to do
To get you off my mind
With you is where I'd rather be
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me
I wish that you were here with me
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Sunday, August 07, 2011 //
sometimes being too demanding spoils the mood. we need to find more fire in our love.
i've been thinking of you uncontrollably, checking my phone constantly to see if you have replied me. i'm going crazy.
i've been thinking of you uncontrollably, checking my phone constantly to see if you have replied me. i'm going crazy.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Thursday, August 04, 2011 //
yay, i finally got my laptop back after almost one week. i survived the boredom with the company of ultra good friends and tv. without them, i would have been fatter and collected a layer of dust on me. i have yet to meet my tj girlfriends and sammie though. and school is starting next week! damn fast. but i had an awesome fulfilling holiday :D many things happened, interesting things. will the new year be even more exciting? more tournaments are coming, esp sunig! plus, i've joined the bowling committee, heh :D
as many obstacles we might face, we will stay strong and close! i love you, aaron <3
as many obstacles we might face, we will stay strong and close! i love you, aaron <3