Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Thursday, June 30, 2011 //
I feel really bad that i cannot spend time with boyfriend even when he books out on weekends. sigh, it's gonna be two weekends plus one more weekend from uitm :( and my bowling trngs are on sat. how oh how. how i wish all my work and stuff could fall on weekdays so that i can leave those two days out for aaron.
sighhhhh, WANNA SPEND MORE TIME WITH BF :( :( :(
sighhhhh, WANNA SPEND MORE TIME WITH BF :( :( :(
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Thursday, June 23, 2011 //
super siannnnnnnnnnn.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Monday, June 20, 2011 //
sometimes i wish i could share with him every detail of my daily life activities, but i would worry about him needing the sleep more badly. 17 days, omg.
:'(
:'(
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Friday, June 17, 2011 //
Will you still hold my hand as we grow old tgt, and carry my bag for me when I would not have much energy to carry it then?
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Sunday, June 12, 2011 //
oh man, i miss aaron badly again :( and i can't sleep.
Loving someone is very important, and it is also important to choose the right person. Despite popular culture, love doesn’t happen by chance, at first sight, across a crowded dance floor. It grows slowly, sinking roots first before branching and blossoming. It is not a silly weed, but a mighty tree that weathers every storm. You will find, that when you have someone to love, that the face is less important than the brain, and the body is less important than the heart.
Loving someone is very important, and it is also important to choose the right person. Despite popular culture, love doesn’t happen by chance, at first sight, across a crowded dance floor. It grows slowly, sinking roots first before branching and blossoming. It is not a silly weed, but a mighty tree that weathers every storm. You will find, that when you have someone to love, that the face is less important than the brain, and the body is less important than the heart.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Friday, June 10, 2011 //
whenever i hear 'the lazy song', i think of you. how we would sing each line.whenever i see scoopz, i think of you. how you would visit me at work.
whenever i play iphone games, i think of you. how you would challenge me.
whenever i look at my phone, i think of you. how you would sms me frequently with endless things to talk about.
but most of the time, you would just stay in my mind constantly without any reason.
i no longer have a happy family. as each day pass, they get more and more separated. what would become of my life when that day comes. we can't live without both parents tgt. if i were to force them to stay in the house tgt, i might be considered as selfish considering only for myself. but if one of them were to move out, isn't he/she selfish to just leave us alone too? sigh, this sucks. esp when i don't really know how can i confide this to. after some things are being revealed to me, i don't know who can i trust. things that i tell others are being spread. how sad right. but i'm glad i still have good friends to accompany me through my dark days, doomed to come.
may army release my boyfriend soon. i need him in my life.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Thursday, June 09, 2011 //
sent aaron off at pasir ris interchange this morning. it's gonna be two long weeks before i get to see him again :( i'm so used to being around him for past few months and years, meeting each other almost everything, doing everything tgt. as i walked away from him and bid farewell, i felt empty instantly. utterly depressed as i wake up alone in my bed.
:(:(:(
okay maybe i'm thinking too much, but ahhh. i can't help but feel saddd :( i'm going to have a swim now.
i love you, aaron. like SO MUCH.
:(:(:(
okay maybe i'm thinking too much, but ahhh. i can't help but feel saddd :( i'm going to have a swim now.
i love you, aaron. like SO MUCH.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Thursday, June 02, 2011 //
i'm so used to being around you everyday that i feel empty without you now. how am i going to live the days, months and 2 years without you constantly beside me.