Elis Ong @elisongelis
a'div results! on Wednesday, April 30, 2008 //
i'm proud to announce that BOTH TJC BOWLING BOYS AND GIRLS TEAMS HAVE ACHIEVED 4TH POSITION! yayy we rock!
after this tournament, i have realised many things, more about my teammates. ilovenat! iloveyixuan! ilovepet! ilovedaryl! ilovesamuel! iloveyt! iloveyunhui! ilovefangyun! ilovepam! iloveshirlyn! ilovespc! ilovelessie! ilovejean!
the most caring friends i have (:
ohya! and sean and jerome the two cute dinosaurs, and chris. and aaron for calling me! yayy feel loved :D
Elis Ong @elisongelis
story of a girl on Monday, April 28, 2008 //
elis used to be a really happy girl, a girl with no worries. only until sec two, things began to change when she met something called love. where she start to see things in a different way. others call it mature. not too childish but yet not mature. i was confused. after that breakup, i start to cry very easily. then, elis start to know more about bowling and take it seriously. first two years were indeed just throwing balls with my eyes shut. scores start to pick up fast. i knew nothing about rev, speed or whatever shit. i only knew how to aim and just hit that bloody pins. nobody told me about my style, timing, swing or whatever. i just 'bowl'. in jc, i began to understand even more things. is it a good thing? i don't know. maybe it is, just that i don't know how to handle them. they came all tgt at one shot. and most imptly, i understand more about myself, or maybe realise more flaws in me. i get affected really too easily. the main point is that i can't control my emotions. i don't want to be either. elis in the past has never thought of suicide. the elis now feels like dying. tireddd ): just let bowling end quickly. i need a good rest.
to conclude, elis sucks.
not going to bowl ever again.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
A'DIVISION on Thursday, April 24, 2008 //
second day of adiv, the doubles event.
elis bowled uber duper badly, and got herself a game of 83. if there's an award for the lowest game, i will receive that. oh sigh. i'm going to pull tj down. and oh yes, i sure do hope that coach jimmy will not scold me again next monday. you as a coach supposed to encourage me and not scold me during such tournament. like hello, i know my timing and whatever technical stuff sucks, but what can i do during adiv. you should help me more on my position and not criticise my bowling skills. go and learn from mr ng. he's so much more optimistic and encouraging. and that cute mr tan with his cute actions. really, i can't stand you anymore. so glad that i'm leaving tj bowling, but pity those juniors who will have to suffer under your coaching. oh well, i will not care about you and bowl my own way for quartet. nothing's going to affect me.
now that i realised that my father had some wrongdoing, i think that everyone has their own views and hence result in something called conflict. they all care for me. i know that it's just their way of expressing it. oh sigh. i really don't want to be stuck in the middle again. why am i always caught in such situation? it's so tiring, mentally. can we just ignore about those biasness and frustration, and just encourage me more, show me more love? that's what i need most.
in conclusion, it's all my fault. ME and my 83. if i didn't bowl that 83, this won't happen. all these problems started from ME. i'm so sorry for everything.
sorry i needed to vent my anger.
GO TJ BOWLING!(:
GIVE IT OUR BEST!
Elis Ong @elisongelis
A'DIVISION on Tuesday, April 22, 2008 //
first day of adiv, the singles event, is over. i thought that i bowled quite well but as compared to others, i'm way lower. disappointed? yeah a little. i'm glad that we girls still managed to be in the 4th position so far. hopefully we'll maintain and clinch the actual 4th!
GO TJBOWLING!
WE CAN DO IT(:
WE WILL BOWL MUCH BETTER THAN WHAT WE DID TODAY!
DO OUR SCHOOL PROUD AND PUT BOWLING ON THE HALL OF FAME!
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Saturday, April 19, 2008 //
if relationship is a burden.
then why would you even start one?
life is complicated.
coach jimmy commented that i have grown more mature compared to last year. YAYYY! (: prays that my peak will come next week
today had been quite a good day, though i received some shocking news. much thanks to goodfriends who have been there to hear me complain about it! haha think i told too many ppl about it :p oh well. love you ppl worsxz!
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Sunday, April 13, 2008 //
on the first look at me,
you will think that i'm dao.
after knowing me for the first week,
you will think that i'm a special girl.
after a year, you will think that i'm childish.
after a very long time, you will think that i'm boring.
is that so?
- source based on elis' survey of past relationships
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Wednesday, April 09, 2008 //
something new
something special
something to brighten up my everyday
and i love it so (:
sometimes i'm scared of you
but all i really want is to hold you tight
all i need is TIME
ADIV IS COMING IN TWO WEEKS! YAYYY
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Thursday, April 03, 2008 //
yoyoyo! here's a photo of my new pretty phone for those friends who think i'm still using my lousy old nokia phone. w910i(: i love it so much! i'll make sure i won't drop it into the toilet bowl again :D
today, i finally get a chance to reach home before the sun sets. plus, my father actually came to fetch me home. how sweet(: it has been very tiring to stay out till night everyday for the past two weeks. the main point is i wasn't out to study but to chill with friends. i'm lagging far behind school work, but will catch up soon! can't wait for adiv to be over. no more trngs, go home early! :D now i think that i'm more or less there for bowling. adiv should be fine.have been feeling alittle down for days, esp after hearing how sweet someone treats another person. jealousy, i admit. it has been long since i had such feeling. miss the feeling of being in love. so please don't tell me too much of such stuff. cause i'm easily affected ):
-neglected.