Elis Ong
@elisongelis


Everything happens for a reason.

Love you ▴



Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Wednesday, January 27, 2010 //


after months of cheerleading trng every night from monday to sunday, from as early as 6pm to as late as 5am, TODAY IS THE SHOW DAY. i can do it! all stunts will be up later, dance will be sharp and on time, cheer face will always up! team se7en, we can do it! : D we will not waste all the effort, sweat, blood, pain that we have put in for past months.

i will miss going down to comm hall at 10pm every night to see our team, our cheerleaders, each and every one of you guys. i will miss cheer.

thus, the more i will put in my very very best later! : D
SE7EN, FOR GOLD!

Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Friday, January 22, 2010 //


ultimate sianness
today's started off as a splendid day, and ended off like shit.

SIAN BECAUSE i can't go for bowling trng on sat due to cheer.
SIAN BECAUSE i can't dance for nuts and i'm really trying very hard to improve on my actions and expressions, but i still have the blur little girl look.
SIAN BECAUSE i don't have the cheer face, i can only smile.
SIAN BECAUSE i wanna get out of hall, really sick of it, sick of everything.
SIAN BECAUSE i really miss my outside friends and family.
SIAN BECAUSE i feel as though i don't have any true friends here to listen to me at 4am. i'm ridiculous, i know.
SIAN BECAUSE i'm sick at this crucial period.
SIAN BECAUSE i'm no good at anything, i'm not that good in bowling, cheer nor swimming. ppl are overtaking me one by one.
SIAN BECAUSE comm ppl are making me do things that i don't wish to, i'm forced.
SIAN BECAUSE i'm unhappy about many things that are flooding my mind.
SIAN BECAUSE i'm really stressed out, and wanna throw everything aside and walk down the streets with c, with nothing to worry about.

i wanna go home!

Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Wednesday, January 20, 2010 //


this is something i have to blog about to remind myself of the sweetest thing about hall.

ever since i wounded my back, sprained my ankle, broke up, hall friends especially cheerleaders have been very caring. i could feel the love and care around me by every single one of them, really touched :D i bled profusely today during cheer routine from just one tiny hole on my finger. it was shocking cos the blood was so much that it covered my entire hand, stained my cheer costume, several guys' shirts and hands. i'm sorry, guys! and for ruining the routine too :S rather than scolding me, so many of you ran to the toilet to find me with your worried faces (all the girls including leslie in the girl's toilet) and those bunch of guys outside the toilet, and neville for advising me what to do. thankyou saffie for washing my skirt for me! and stella for drying it! i think my low blood pressure problem is troubling me again, need to see doc soon. my blood takes forever to clot. one small hole and blood flowed like crazy, imagine a big cut O.O besides that, knowing that i didn't eat my dinner, jiaxi made cup noodles and delivered to my room. uber sweet! it was totally unexpected. thankyou boy! <3

although i admit that i do not like some ppl in hall, i still love hall7(: i have other friends who are always there and willing to help whenever i need them, no matter how close we are. we're like one big family. for hall7, i will put in my utmost effort in cheer, improve on my actions and dance, and get a gold back!

Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Saturday, January 16, 2010 //


Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the night's so long
Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that
Cover me
All I need
Every breath, that I breathe
Don't ya know
You're beautiful


now i understand what he means when he said, 'being single may be a good thing. but after a day of activities, when you're alone in the room, you will feel down and lonely, no matter how many friends you may have. you will then wish to have someone to love, to miss and to smile each time you think of him/her.'

this is exactly how i'm feeling now. spent my entire day with all different friends till cheer ended. but when i sat down in front of my com, i was overwhelmed with this feeling of emptiness. i do know that i'm not alone, i have many caring friends around me, but... ):

why am i emo-ing here and not sleeping when i have bowling tourney tmr morning? sigh, the thought of travelling by bus, train and legs to csc tires me. i want a car, i need a car.



Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Wednesday, January 13, 2010 //


sometimes you have to be apart from ppl you love,
but that doesn't mean you love them any less.
sometimes it even makes you love them even more.



Elis Ong @elisongelis
on //


hello school,
missed 4 out of 6 lectures for the past 3 days. well done, elis! i should not have any lessons early in the morning at 830am. i'm too heavy sleeper, somehow ears failed to hear my alarms, calls and messages that beep till my phone batt dropped by one each morning. or maybe i'm just too tired. cheer ends at 3am, and by the time i bathe and wait for my hair to dry, it's after 5am alr. i'm so not looking forward to next week. it's the start of lectures, tutorials, labs, seminars, swim, track, and more cheer. complain about all except bowling :D this is what i called passion! nus-ntu showdown this sat, and team with kevin. bowl well, and yes i will!

you're so challenging.

Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Wednesday, January 06, 2010 //


am i your pillar of strength?

cheer trng, swim trng, bowling trng.
school is starting next monday.
timetable sucks, and
january gonna be a very busy month.
cheer competition in 20 days time!
hall7, we will win gold! : D
for cheer, i will sacrifice my outside life.
though all these trngs have really tire me out,
muscles don't get to rest and are always aching.
black eye rings and eye bags are getting worse.
ugly me, macho me.

ISG tmr :S better bowl well, sheesh.

Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Saturday, January 02, 2010 //


i want you to be my first boy of 2010! : D
this is uber exciting, i just needed to share this to the world : D
i'm fishing for you, patiently waiting for you to bite my hook : D
i must be patient : D
my sushine boy, lovelovelove! : D






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