i've fixed my keyboard! have been clicking one button at a time using the on-screen keyboard until my lessie helped me. love you girl! if not for you, i would have wasted money in buying a new keyboard. thankyou so so much! (: and now i can finally blog! haha

i was supposed to come here to pour out my sorrows.
sadness
disappointing
depressing
demoralising
what yt predicted was right. my jct results gonna be so romantic, cause it's gonna be UUUUU. do you get the hidden idea? (what i'm gonna get for jct is YOU) haha yea lame but it made me laugh alittle.

what can i do now? work hard? yea i know. i studied! but still failed. what am i supposed to do now. sighhhh



JCT IS OVER! IT'S FINALLY OVER! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY(:

didn't felt really happy after physics paper today. i knew the results of ALL SUBJECTS will turn out to be bad, very bad. left tons of blanks, was kind of lazy to complete them just by looking at the questions. haha oh well. i'll enjoy my life before the doom day. hope tj catch fire and burn my papers! :P

went to watch incredible hulk! finally satisfied my urge to watch movies and play arcade. met more than twenty tj ppl in just one place. why all choose downtown! haha i wanna watch more movies! esp with my buy-one-get-one-free deal :D

BYEBYE TO MUGGING for a short period of time!


aggregate demand of elis' life
AD = B + P + A + S
B: bowling
P: pool
A: arcade
S: studies

while AD is kept constant due to time constraint, when there is an increase in demand of bowling, demand of studies falls. results of exams then fall by 10 times through the multipler effect. elis' future is affected, as her rate of employment and future income decreases. policies need to be implemented to improve this situation. elis aka the govt will study more, play less. this action will begin on 7july2008.

HAHA econs is driving me crazy.

today is a special day(: 20.06


i really really cannot resist the temptation of playing games. bridge bridge!

went to watch nag ytd. at least it made me feel that it was better not to join. haha will probably go down again tmr(:

my nice family waited for my grand arrival for our study date, and paiseh-ed them in the end. haha sorry ppl :P studied with chris and more or less completed my market structure. moving on to market failure. like ah finally. took 10 days to finish one chapter. elis, you're so slow! tsk.

i've realised that i'm a person who can't take criticisms. instead of correcting myself, i'll probably hate you. haha saying that i'm fat is fine though.


someone please force me to study, or maybe tie me up onto a chair with notes in front of me. i seriously lack of self-discipline. just one week left! why can't i concentrate and study for a few more days. my mind can't help but to wander off. i wanna play! ahh *slaps* i kind of regret not joining NAG this year. can't bowl with my friends. all jcts' fault! tmr is monday. i will start the new week by trying even harder. elis, you can do it! after 26june, i will relax for two weeks! :D


drinking is bad.
my head is spinning.

pretty?
nah you're not pretty enough for me.

study was quite productive.
like yay finally.


i still love bowling!
with addition of pool :D
caught up with sean and daryl.

back to my monopoly(:


i know why do i feel insecure! because i haven't been studying hard, and feel insecure about jct. haha anw elis, you should stop going out to play so often. you left one week! it would be a miracle if you could even pass your jct. concentrate girl! argh.

and you! stop telling me how much you have studied and blah crap about studies. i don't wish to know, and i don't wanna tell you what have i done either. cause it will only make me feel more dumb. so stop it! double-argh.


after a night of drinking (photos can be found on zhihao's blog) instead of having a better sleep, i did alot of thinking.

why do i feel so insecure?
i don't know what am i insecure about either.

have you ever felt so tired that you don't wish to do anything, but to rot the rest of your life away?

what am i doing. gosh.


why do i feel so distanced from you?
we were once so close.


enjoyed myself during bowling bbq(: always loving the bowlers.

can't wait for sunday to be over, before i start my serious mugging. ask me out only if you're going to study seriously. really felt very guilty after what i've done for the past two weeks. not going to pass my jct if i continue doing so. chase me away if i come online before 1130pm yea.


oh please, give me some breathing space.
i need my freedom.
or i may find you irritating.


exactly one more month to THE BIG DAY !


random updates

went back to school to study with fad on thur, before heading to parkway for late lunch. shopped at giant and look forward to sunday's bbq (:

had family outings and all the shoppings from friday to sunday. bought shirt and new bag! yes another bag. hahaha

went white sands to study with classmates on monday. most importantly, bowling trng! (: with samuel, chris and rodney. bunch of seniors crashing into juniors lanes. thanks jerome and sean for letting me cut their queue, even though your lane crashed many times. i miss bowling! it's so addictive. i'll bowl again soon(: can't wait for friday's bbq

went to study with chris on tuesday. did productive work! happy :D

studied at tamp library for pathetic half an hour. left for meatballs at ikea, and off to downtown for narnia(: we all love the mouse. haha ate dinner at bk, and studied awhile before going home. met a few longtimenosee friends :D

sometimes, i pity attached ppl with all the relationship problems.


one day without lessie.