firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELYN AND GEN! (:
sorry i owe you guys presents, but oh well.
it's the thought that counts!

on sunday,
we went for lunch at long beach to celebrate my sister's bday, then proceed to Meritus Mandarin's lounge for drinks.
and guess what. the waitress believed that i'm 18! YAY
it was quite an experience for me to pay an extremely high price for beer, lychee marcardi and tall M.
elis is addicted! :p

i must say that my family has spoiled us totally.
spending tons on good food and to satisfy our wants, from hair to clothes to shoes to phones to camera to psp.
it has been almost a month since i last went to a coffeeshop to eat. just realised it, shocking.
i will study hard and earn lots to let my parents to travel round the world!
elis' great dream :D

staircase from the lounge up to revolving restuarant



have you ever cried because of me?

i don't think so.


today,

my innocent baby fell in love with a water monster.
i tried my best to save it by fishing it out and drying it with the nearby hand-dryer.
baby hated me and couldn't stop crying.
it cried till its whole body keep vibrating.
tears covered its face.
baby was so weak and pale.
i had no choice but to take out its battery
and end its miserable life.

(my hp dropped into the toilet bowl and is spoiled)

MY SECOND PHONE ACCIDENT ):
elis swears not to hold any expensive hp.

;heartbreaker


today was ms tee's wedding at holy trinity.
the moment when girls look the prettiest :D

4E3 and the couple
supposedly the twin tower :p
ferena the girl i see everyday in school


THANKYOU CHRISSY for the thailand presents and the delicious cake! (:
you're always the one buying stuff for me.
i'll get you present on christmas!
i still don't get it what's wrong with the words on the t-shirt. haha

and SORRY LESSIE! i'm really sorry. i'll not do it again, alright?
i really hope you will be fine and cheer up soon! tell me asap if you have any problems.
elis misses her bubbly girlfriend!

after receiving complaints about my colourful blog
which could not be tagged,
i've changed it to a GREEN ONE.
much better now? haha



to my beloved lessie(: you're so sweettt! no words can describe my feelings towards you :p we must take more photos tmr yea. or we will keep on using these few photos only. i'll always be there for you too! even if i'm busy or tired, i will keep you company(: i'm only a phone call away. i don't mind rushing down to meet you, cause you're my priority. lessies, we'll forever be <33


elis and her new complicated colourful blog! :P

i'm here to whine about my sad pathetic life.
i realised that i'm not the best person to anyone.
i have to work like a slave without being paid.
i have to walk miles with blisters on my feet.
i have to face others with smiles despite the pain physically and mentally.
i don't get to train for bowling.
i don't have the energy to enjoy my life.
i have growing eyebags and panda eyes.
i need my twelve hours of sleep daily.
i want time to study and catch up with schoolwork.
i need to buy time to chill out with friends.
i want to go shopping for hp, camera and more clothes.
i miss the times when you sang songs to me.
i miss those days when we were 24/7 chat-mates, talking till the sun rises.
OHSIGH):
and elis continues her life in the jungle.


continues her social life after work :p
i'm loving it!
though it's duper tiring.
elis needs her rest soon, very soon.

i miss you, darling girl! ):
quick visit me at botanic


INTERNSHIP(:
on the first day of work,
all i can say that it was FUN.
much better than i first expected.
so glad that i chose to go for it,
instead of bowling trainings.
happyyyyy! :D



i found a person who has the exact same thoughts as me.
we cut our hair when we're feeling down,
for the believe that it will get rid of some troubles when you snip your hair.
now i realised how ugly my new hairstyle look ):
in a total regret.

so much so for eternity,
and so we consoled ourselves with
'不在乎天长日久,只在乎曾经拥有'
whole load of crap. LIAR.

have you ever felt like you are trapped and cornered?
that there is no alternative route you can turn to?
you know deep down inside that
there are actually many alternative routes to take.
but somehow, you think that you are unable to let go of some things that you treasure most?
tell me, how does one let go?

does it help by screaming out loud?
does it help by keeping myself busy?
does it help by making more friends?

none of it works for me.
not even one.

because i am TRAPPED.


你不会没有明天.
你的明天还有我.
有我在你的身边,
和你在最痛苦的时刻一起分担.
因为我喜欢你.

elis is blogging in chinese! HAHA.
i think a piece of sky is going to drop.

i was wrong to think that, that was love.


MY TWINNY! <33
guess which is me and which is my darl yunhui.

i think i'm falling in love with you.
accidentally, unexpectedly.


sometimes i feel childish
i don't think i'm mature enough.
i'm not growing up fast to catch up with the pace of life.
i don't really understand what others say.
i'm trying hard to, always trying.
how i wish peter pan and his neverland were true.
i don't dare to look forward to life.
it seems to be that the older i am, the more problems i faced.
at times, maybe i'm just too sensitive.
minor things will pull me all the way down.
i'm weak and fragile.
i get irritated easily.
i'm sorry.

Someone was asking what's the meaning of life and whether it's a gift. Different people might have different views and opinions on his questions. So do i. Below is MY opinion on his questions and i hope this will at least enlighten him. It is just solely my opinion and you can choose not to read it if you disagree with these thougths of mine.

Life IS a rare gift that God has given to you.
No one knows how long this gift of yours will last.
Not even you.
Only God knows.

It is up to you to add colours into that gift of yours.
It is up to you to decide whether you want to add the bright ones or the dull ones.
Because that gift belongs solely to you.
Only to you.
You ARE the one that is going to enjoy that gift.

If you chose to add the dull colours,
Then, it was your decision.
You should have instead chose to add the brighter colours.
Only when there are bright colours in your life,
Will you be able to see the true meaning of life
and enjoy the joy behind it.

Therefore,Life is all about CHOICES.
It is what you have chosen.What YOU chose your life to be.
The outcome of your life lies in your own hands.
You ARE the one who bring success to it.
You ARE the one who bring destruction to it.
No one is to be blamed for its outcome.
Because it was YOU who chose that choice.

So..Treasure your life.
Treasure every minute and every second of it.
Life IS short.
You may never know when God is going to take back the gift that he had loaned to you.

Won't it be more meaningful
if you have chosen to ONLY add the brighter colours to the gift
when you had the chance?
If not, won't you regret when you reflect
and you realised how wasted you had used the gift that God had given to you?

Life IS tough.
No doubt about it.
But sometimes in life.
We just HAVE to make tough and difficult decisions.
Or we'll just end up hurting ourselves and our loved ones.
Suicide is never a solution to ones problems.
It might instead lead to greater problems.
Those who commit suicide are selfish people.
They don't think of others but only of their ownself.
Don't you think so?

QUOTED FROM MY LESSIE(:
if only i'm able to say these.


CHALET :D

although it was quite boring at times,
i truly enjoyed myself.
card games, movies, arcade,
singing in the morning without brushing our teeth,
bathing shitting peeing in the same toilet,
sleeping tgt in a small room with shifts.
it made me love cg05/07 even more (:

about the bbq,
i'm sorry that i didn't help to buy and prepare the food, bbq the food.
and even needed others to serve me.
thankyou suzanne, samuel for feeding me!
thankyou vincent, teckkian, zhihao and many others who bbq-ed for us!

about the change of plan and going home on the second night,
i went home because there were no space to sleep
and wanted to accompany him and yh home.
no other reasons.

hope this will clear things up alittle (:

and oh! i heard from daryl that next year's a'div will be at OCC.
YAYYY! the place with all the sweet memories, yummy food, lan, playground :p
I LIKE I LIKE! hahaha
i will train even harder for that!

my first time meeting her today.
she's pretty indeed!
doubt she recognised me.

elis feels so tired ):
more sleep to come!


piggy days
sleeping after 3am
waking up after 3pm

i miss you, girl
i have so much to tell you
looking forward to our friday(:

and you! who are you to criticise me.
it's my own life. must you care?
i don't hate you.
i'm AGAINST YOU!


PW IS OVER! :D
i felt so relieved after op, although the Q&A part was screwed up.
TJ019: elis samuel sheeping, minyoung and zhihao
who refuse to paste his name sticker with us.
yay anw you guys made pw more enjoyable!(:

my life revolves round you
): as days pass, i'm going to breakdown soon.
tell me what should i do.
i don't wish to stay stood and say bye.
but i'll just wait ):