Elis Ong
@elisongelis


Everything happens for a reason.

Love you ▴



Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Monday, March 29, 2010 //


everything is indeed very complicated. why do things like to happen all tgt on the same period of time? only when one loses something, only then will appreciate it. it's always like that, and it makes me feel so troubled. avoid, is what i do.

Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Wednesday, March 24, 2010 //


i was so wrong. after spending 6hours with him, i should feel extraordinarily happy, but i'm not. i'm so not used to dealing with quiet boys. studying was productive cos we didn't really talked, but so boring! haha, but it's my fault too. i had nothing to say :S

oh well, maybe this shows that we're not suited for each other.
PROVED.

): sian.

Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Friday, March 19, 2010 //


Love doesn't die,
it just stops talking.
There's no good-bye.
You just start walking
out into the chill of the night,
wondering if your timing was right,
but you still can't deny.

It was good while it lasted.
We had it all for a minute or two.
And there's no other place
where the best that two dreamers can do
turns out too good to be true.

We really did it this time.
There's no returning.
We lit up the sky,
and went down burning.
If we're burned a little too bright,
you showed me what beautiful light,
you still can't deny.

There's a star (up above the world so bright)
falling fast (will we ever get it right)
Make a wish (wish i may i wish i might)
Have you back again for one more night

It was good while it lasted.

Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Sunday, March 14, 2010 //


no medals won once again, i'm good enough to get into iv team but not good enough to win in tournaments. i'm sorry, ntu.

sigh, i feel so restricted. no idea what am i doing nor thinking. what about just enjoy my life? (:

Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Saturday, March 13, 2010 //


NTU INVITATIONAL!
i wanna bowl super well tmr and win prizes!
:D
after which, then i will panick to finish my lab report fast fast!

oh man, i really wanna see you around.

Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Friday, March 05, 2010 //


i felt happier when parents saved me out of hall this afternoon. brought them to my fav canteen in ntu, can2, and we went over to grandma's house to talk to her and make her happy, then go over to occ to get my sister from bdiv, then head over to katong to meet tk girls, then back home to watch my fav tv, but then sadly, i had to go back hall by 11pm for foc meeting):

hall brings saddness and sianness now, seriously. i can hardly smile over here): felt really relieved and overjoyed that i get to see my girlfriends. really miss those days where i get to hang out with them, talk about anything, eat tgt, go home tgt): though i may get lots of attention in uni, it can never be compared to company from my few girlfriends. sigh, i just feel like escaping. weekends, bowling trngs, meeting ham to study shall be my chances to escape out of this place. i swear i'm not going to take part hall activities next year. it'll be fabulous if fad could enter uni and be my roomie, and ham can crash and sleep with us. sigh ):

Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Wednesday, March 03, 2010 //


i'm tired of everything, really tired. there are so many things going on, things that i have to do and go for that i do not have time for myself. be it hall or school or friends or family. plans always change last minute, and it's frustrating. even best friends can't be trusted that they will always be by your side, but will leave for their own well-being and happiness.

times like this, i need someone who doesn't know me that well to just listen to me. and i'm glad you were there.

Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Tuesday, March 02, 2010 //


should i stay in hall throughout till sat, or go home then come back whenever i need to? though i have friends to hang out with here, i can't help but to feel lonely at times. nothing can be compared to home(:

hi35 is going thailand tmr, lucky him. i wanna go overseas too, especially thailand.

i bowled well today :D good job, elis! ntu invitationals, here i come! though i've suffered numerous blisters on my swollen fingers and thumb. you're such powerful motivation :D






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