This incident made me realised who cares and who doesn't. Who's selfless and who's selfish. In other words, be independent. Best to count on myself no matter how weak I could have been.

I have been filling up my everyday life with plans that I forgot the art of staying at home alone. Next 2 months of loneliness begins in 5 days.

Truly good friends will always be good friends no matter how long we have not seen each other. The instant connection and nothing fake.