it's fridayyyy! *jumps for joy*
and it's going to be mahjong day tmr :D
it has became an every saturday thing.
i'm not addicted, i think. and you guys better not too! esp jerome and chris. haha

okay, i'm here to whine about adults.
currently, i'm irritated by how they push one small salary slip of mine from one person of a building to another person of the next building and back to another person of my building. isn't it just a simple thing to claim the money? now my supervisor warned me to let my head supervisor to sign for my feb's slip instead, and i bet she will ask me to pass it back to my supervisor. what do you treat me as? this is one problem when i have so many supervisors. i have one more HR manager. sigh, and she asked me if i wanna continue my contract. shocking that they still want me though there's practically no work for me to do here. no wonder singtel is suffering a loss.

and since i'm bored, i shall start my toilet bowl story(:
i've realised that adults or maybe women (45 and above) prefers to use the squat cubicle than the sitting one. just nice as i was wondering why, i overheard a woman saying in chinese, 'i don't want to use that, i don't like to sit and pee, feel uncomfortable.' like huh?! i do wonder how her home toilet is like. no toilet bowl? i always thought that squatting is so tiring! and how do you even squat long to shit! bet my legs will cramp or i'll fall into the hole. maybe that's why out of 3 cubicles, 2 are those squat ones. so the sitting one seems as though it's for my usage only. but i suspect there's this particular woman who keeps lifting up the toilet bowl cover, while i'll put down the cover. so each time we go, the cover will be up and down. and i'll know when she uses the toilet. i personally find this irritating like 'stop lifting the damn cover!'. there's this once which is worse. i saw footprints on my toilet bowl! old women shouldn't do such dangerous stunts by squatting on the toilet bowl. you can actually use the squat cubicle instead? even i don't dare to do that. my feet will end up inside or something. haha, oh! and i love hiding in the toilet. not really hiding, but sitting long on the toilet bowl. then i'll get to hear lots of juicy backstabbing gossips :D horrible women. looking at them, i really do not wish to grow up, and become aunty. eee!

and i must emphasize that i'm getting very very frustrated, irritated, and lacking of patience towards my supervisor. he nags at me as if he's my father, and worse than my father! not that my father ever did, except for bowling. first was about how i shouldn't club and drink and stay overnight at singapore river, second about how it's time for me to cut my fringe, third about how my using of com to listen music will reduce his bandwidth and slow down his com speed, fourth about how i shouldn't have a blog and tell the whole world what i do, fifth about how i should eat vege and if he's my father, he will dump me with brocoli. super irritating! and what do i reply him? 'THANK GOD YOU'RE NOT MY FATHER!' all of the sudden, i'm so thankful to have my father, and how nice he is as my father :D and and, he always repeats his stories starting from the first day he worked for singtel till today, and all his old man bitchy stories. i see this huge big age gap between us. ahhh let 2 more weeks come faster and get me out of this place!

boredom at work.
1.5 more hours.. *waits*


i'm blogging while working again! :P
results are going to be out on next friday 6march! after hearing from others and rach's confirm.com, it's really on the 6! :S
i'm so so nervous that thinking about it makes my heart pump crazily.
what am i going to do when the results slip is on my hands?
take cab and rush home? cry in the arms of my friends? stay in school to whine to others?
i think i'll poof and disappear within seconds.
confidence level? 0%
no more dsa for me to count on ):
ahhh :S


I'M SO SO BORED AT WORK! to the point of doing this. why did they even hire me for?


1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
-the one on my left knee, as i fell off my bike at pulau ubin.
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS OF YOUR ROOM?
-posters, photo frames
3. DO YOUR SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
-no one complained that i snore :D
4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
- pop music
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
-2pm plus, i think.
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
-i want the last day of my work to come sooner!
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
-i miss school with friends ):
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
-my straight hair :P haha i can't think of any! hp?
9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
-163cm.
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
-erh no.
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
-if i'm alone, yes.
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
-i cried when i was watching '糖群俠傳'. haha
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PERFUME FOR A GIRL?
-my adidas perfume! always favourite(:
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOUR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
-any colour i guess. i always thought blue highlights were nice :P
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
-esplanade? haha but i don't wish that to happen. so boring
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
-coffee bean's white chocolate dream!
17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PIZZA TOPPING?
-lots and lots of cheese. i'm starting to feel hungry.
18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
-cookie dough ice cream!
20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
-no. why would i? eew
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU EVER RECEIVED?
-vday07's present(: a big card, poem and ring
22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
-yeah
23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
-no
24. FAVOURITE CLOTHING BRAND?
-don't have any particular favourite actually. any random nice clothes(:
26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
-yes
27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
-bunny
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
-nah, unless it's leaving for ns or something.
29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
-care for them, be there whenever they need me. i know words are as impt, so i tell them how they mean to me too.
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO HUNDRED
-21!
31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
-what's brunettes?
32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
-according to my hp, it's my sister.
33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU THE MOST?
-my supervisor! who just nag at me all day long, as if he's my father. luckily he's not!
34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF SINGAPORE?
-never for a long time ): i want to go on some holiday soon!
35. YOUR WEAKNESS?
-get irritated by ppl easily
36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
-famous as in? erh no
37. FIRST JOB?
-this singtel thing ):
38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
-Yeah! tgt with theodor. it was totally hilarious
39. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
-no
42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
-that i look young. now that i'm almost 19, i think it's a good thing(:
43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
-no
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
-nothing but friends
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
-pregnancy is scary :S haha 2?
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
-nah
47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
-nah
49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
-sunsilk!
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
-not really. it's getting alittle messy.


guys are slowly booking in one by one.
i have this fear that we will drift apart.
i'm so afraid to lose these close relationships,
cos i realised that's what happened to those who are in camp now.
'keep in contact' is always the phrase,
but don't you think it may be tough at times?
why must there be NS?
):
and when's that damn results coming out!

elis chills and heads to bed.


*clears the dust away from blog*
time for me to blog! i've been really lazy ever since i start working. lots of things to blog about during the day, but when it comes to night time, all i want to do is be a couch potato and watch my tv :P

first and most imptly, i wanna express my innermost feelings.
I WANT TO BOWL BADLY! UBER SUPER DUPER ULTRA ULTIMATELY DESPERATE TO BOWL!
haha but i don't have the time to. all work's fault! in one month's time, after my contract ends, i'll get back my freedom! before that, i'm going to squeeze in some time to bowl on friday. hopefully there will be lanes in the evening!
oh, and i'll be taking my ftt on friday :D with the help of chris' tys, and rach's etrial file, i will pass! then i can start taking my practical lessons. exciting :DDD
AND I WANNA PLAY MAHJONG!
it kind of got addictive after i didn't win nor lose money last sat at jerome's house.

valentine's day was fantastically fun! or at least better than what i thought it would be.
ntu talk in the morning which we practically went there to collect brochures and say hi to tj friends. fun part comes when we, the bunch of tkgs girls, exchanged presents! thanks to every single one of you for those presents, those handmade ones, baked ones, bought ones. i love them all :D then was fad's bday celebration with the lessies' great choice of cake, then head to breeks for our lunch, ending off with some sit-and-talk at esplanade rooftop. ahh, i sure do love this bunch of ppl loads!(:
night time was spent with chrissy. dinner was prepared by his brother, lester. i must say that it doesn't taste that bad, cos if i were the cook, the fried rice will be black :P had a great laugh at the dining table with his mother lighting 5 candles and switching off all the lights, and his father adding snacks and chilli sauce to go with the rice. haha it makes me laugh upon recapping that scene. night-cycling after that to pasir ris park, which caused my butt to ache the next day. then, movie.
splendid vday of 2009(:

and have you guys read about the british 13 year old boy who's a father now? and how the 15 year old mother has slept with so many guys.
it's like so shocking! haha when i was 14, i haven't even get into any r/s! innocent little girl in tkgs, spending most of my time with girls only, knowing nothing about sex until the school's counsellor step into our class and start the first lesson of sex education. to add on, british is going to start sex education in kindergarden! like omg. they shouldn't pollute the innocent minds of those children. *recaps* how i used to hold this boy, eugene(hello, if i ever see you again)'s hands and bring him into the toilet with me, in the same cubicle! i didn't know it was wrong till i grew up and thought back. before starting sex education in sec 3, i didn't know there were so many stages in a r/s, from green to orange to the red light. and how we go 'eeew' on the red stages. haha, so what i'm trying to say is that. if schools do not teach us all these, we won't know! and curious teenagers like the british ones won't do it! though i know there are other means like tv shows. but what i think is that sex education accelerates this curiosity, hence causes more wrong doings. if they really do start it in kindergarden, i'm sure things will be worse. the numbers of teen pregancies will soar. but i think some part of the education, eg showing of abortion and giving birth video clips, are quite useful and effective. they scare ppl like me off. haha all thanks to bio teacher, mr peh for showing us.

haha okay, enough of blogging today. i'll continue the debate about the fight for toilet bowls some time later when i'm free. take care ppl!

For privacy sake, I'll use his name as friend.

Consoled my friend and gave him advice today. His gf two-timed him.
The worst way to end off a relationship: to catch her with another guy at her house with your very own eyes.

I'm glad that he's very sweet in a way that he really love this girl a lot, so much that he feels that something is missing in his lfie, he's so lost without her, cry everyday and couldn't eat nor sleep properly. He regretted many things that he had done when they were tgt, for not giving her the 24/7 attention that she need, make her feel how impt is she in his life, shower her with presents that she wishes for, most imptly with his love and care.

I realised that many girlfriends would feel that their boyfriends only look for them when they don't have friends to go out with. Am I right girls? I agree with that too, so I'm not the only one. But we have to be understanding, not as if we don't have our own friends.

This girl doesn't know how lucky she is to have a guy, who realised his mistakes and is willing to give her whatever she wants, how he wants her to be his last parcel of life, the girl whom he wants to spend with for the rest of his life. And he showed me slides filled with his feelings and their photos which he had done for her.

Touching. So touching that I almost teared. I could see how much he regretted and really want her back.
Girls, such nice guys do exist.
So, we made plans to help him win her back from the other idiot guy, e.g. things to do, and presents which are based on my judgement.

I really do hope she will go back to his side. If I were her and received all that he have done, I'll kick that guy aside and go back to my boy!

It's really rare to find a boyfriend who will say and sarcifice so much for his girlfriend. (in addition of gucci wallet for her bday)

I will pray hard for you, friend! You can do it!
*punches some confidence into you*

as the once-in-a-month emotional period arrives, i start reflecting upon myself.

i'm a horrible girlfriend. my boyfriend will need lots of trust in me.
putting myself in his shoes, i will totally lose faith and have no sense of security.
i should change, or i'll be single for the rest of my life!

luckily i didn't make any new year resolution about no gossiping, cos i have gossiped so much. starting to feel bad now :S knowing too much makes me forget everything. it causes my brain to wash everything away to prevent clutters and mess, but this is a good thing!

and bleah, i just don't like you! girl's instinct is always right. i'll just wait and see if i'm right. bleahhhhh!

i'm very very very worried about my alevel results! let me pass my gp! i want my smu!

i'm happy that i have been busy, and have lots of things i wanna do. days have been packed ever since the last alevel paper on 18nov. love this feeling(:

sorry that i'm kind of lazy to blog all my activites out. what else but cny visiting from cousins and relatives to friends like classmates and bowlers. oh! and i must mention that i lost almost 50bucks in blackjack and mahjong from all 3 days of visiting. isuck): haha oh well.

life has never been this great except on working days. have i mentioned how much i hate working at my current place? so sick of asking what can i do everyday every hour every minute, and how colleagues backstab each other and keep telling me about it. let march come faster!

elis says HAPPY BIRTHDAY to aaron ng, weikang and yantou!
bunch of jan babies that made me so busy for whole jan :P

and welcome the new month, febuary! :D