Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Thursday, December 31, 2009 //
Today's the last day of 2009.
It has been a year of fun and enjoyment, a year filled with great changes in life and experiences.
2009 started with fireworks with sis, darrall and daryl. My best bud who has always been there for me whenever i need him, and he would fly to my side and console me. You're awesome, daryl!
Took up jobs such as Singtel and taxi surveyor during my long holidays, and got a look at the working world. Wasn't fun but at least i know i will never want to be an office lady in future.
Managed to spend lots of time tgt with tkgs, tj friends and bowlers during my unemployment days till boredom kicks in, and i was so looking forward to uni life.
Hall7 FOC was the first experience in NTU. And it was a great start. I knew this is gonna be a place for me to learn new things and skills that i have never done before in my past life. I always think that i do not have leadership skills cos teachers have never given me a chance to. In hall, i was. I grabbed opportunities, such as to be program director and pageant officer. Besides that, i took part several activities like softball, badminton, cheerleading. But now at the end of year, i'm left with cheerleading and swimming. I realised that i'm really bad at sports nor recreational games nor performing arts. all i know is bowling and i'm not good at it either. That's something i would want to improve myself upon.
Being in NTU bowling team has given me joy and happiness. Was so glad that derek and kevin persuaded me to beg cheer captain to allow me to go for UiTM trip. I enjoyed myself during the trip with the bowlers, so much that i wanna go kl again. It just feels different to see singapore bowlers competing with bowlers from other countries tgt in a foreign country. Also, it was my first overseas trip with friends.
As childish as i am and whatever others may think of me, i personally feel that i have grown up, to live on my own, being away from family, to learn to be more independent. And i have a fabulous roomie, yixuan, to be there whenever i need her, and to console each other whenever we're down. This has made us become even closer and our friendship stronger and everlasting.
As i recap, out of our 3 year relationship, 2009 was the best. Becos it was the period when we realised our past mistakes and got even closer to each other as we overcome each obstacle. I felt so loved and being cared for. I may have hurt you many times without knowing it myself. Slowly, i was learning, i was changing. But before i could remove that flaw of mine, it was too late. This is something that i have regretted in 2009. I could have done better as a girlfriend. But oh well, i will take it as a lesson to be learnt and not to repeat in my future relationships. Thanks for everything you have done for me in 2009, the uncountable things.
To jerome, daryl, samuel, yixuan, natalie, jean, hamizah, those bowlers, hall friends, cheer friends, thanks for being such great friends! even as i was so busy and did not contact you ppl for a long time, that did not drift us apart. friendship counting on in many years to come(:
2010 would be a busy year. With cheer competition and bowling tournaments lining up till feb, trainings and school will occupy every bit of my time. I will put in effort to do my best in everything, to do well in studies, win for hall, win for bowling team, to create a better me. As for the other things that might happen in the new year, we shall wait and see.
HAPPY 2010, FRIENDS! : D
It has been a year of fun and enjoyment, a year filled with great changes in life and experiences.
2009 started with fireworks with sis, darrall and daryl. My best bud who has always been there for me whenever i need him, and he would fly to my side and console me. You're awesome, daryl!
Took up jobs such as Singtel and taxi surveyor during my long holidays, and got a look at the working world. Wasn't fun but at least i know i will never want to be an office lady in future.
Managed to spend lots of time tgt with tkgs, tj friends and bowlers during my unemployment days till boredom kicks in, and i was so looking forward to uni life.
Hall7 FOC was the first experience in NTU. And it was a great start. I knew this is gonna be a place for me to learn new things and skills that i have never done before in my past life. I always think that i do not have leadership skills cos teachers have never given me a chance to. In hall, i was. I grabbed opportunities, such as to be program director and pageant officer. Besides that, i took part several activities like softball, badminton, cheerleading. But now at the end of year, i'm left with cheerleading and swimming. I realised that i'm really bad at sports nor recreational games nor performing arts. all i know is bowling and i'm not good at it either. That's something i would want to improve myself upon.
Being in NTU bowling team has given me joy and happiness. Was so glad that derek and kevin persuaded me to beg cheer captain to allow me to go for UiTM trip. I enjoyed myself during the trip with the bowlers, so much that i wanna go kl again. It just feels different to see singapore bowlers competing with bowlers from other countries tgt in a foreign country. Also, it was my first overseas trip with friends.
As childish as i am and whatever others may think of me, i personally feel that i have grown up, to live on my own, being away from family, to learn to be more independent. And i have a fabulous roomie, yixuan, to be there whenever i need her, and to console each other whenever we're down. This has made us become even closer and our friendship stronger and everlasting.
As i recap, out of our 3 year relationship, 2009 was the best. Becos it was the period when we realised our past mistakes and got even closer to each other as we overcome each obstacle. I felt so loved and being cared for. I may have hurt you many times without knowing it myself. Slowly, i was learning, i was changing. But before i could remove that flaw of mine, it was too late. This is something that i have regretted in 2009. I could have done better as a girlfriend. But oh well, i will take it as a lesson to be learnt and not to repeat in my future relationships. Thanks for everything you have done for me in 2009, the uncountable things.
To jerome, daryl, samuel, yixuan, natalie, jean, hamizah, those bowlers, hall friends, cheer friends, thanks for being such great friends! even as i was so busy and did not contact you ppl for a long time, that did not drift us apart. friendship counting on in many years to come(:
2010 would be a busy year. With cheer competition and bowling tournaments lining up till feb, trainings and school will occupy every bit of my time. I will put in effort to do my best in everything, to do well in studies, win for hall, win for bowling team, to create a better me. As for the other things that might happen in the new year, we shall wait and see.
HAPPY 2010, FRIENDS! : D
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Thursday, December 24, 2009 //
I LOVE HALL7 FRIENDS! THEY MAKE ME FEEL SO LOVED(:
let my ankle recover fast fast fast! then i can contribute more to hall! : D
xmas this year is gonna be boring, but oh well.
i will not limp around.
embarrassing.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Wednesday, December 23, 2009 //
even if it's christmas, i feel no love.
sad life.
maybe i will feel happier going back to hall tmr.
it has been long since i felt so down.
i wonder how's sean yeow doing in ns now.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Monday, December 21, 2009 //
every couple is going overseas tgt,
every couple went overseas tgt.
where's mine? ):
let my ankle recover fast and quick.
i want my life back,
i want to go out with friends,
and not stay at home
and wait for you.
arghhhh!
i'm gettting impatient
and irritated and frustrated.
):
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Sunday, December 20, 2009 //
you're the only boy who makes my heart
beat faster and slower at the same time ♥
happy3rdyear!
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Tuesday, December 15, 2009 //
i'm feeling very emo now.
i want to go home.
i don't like staying hall anymore.
it feels empty.
i feel lonely.
i want to be surrounded by
my family and friends outside.
i have not met many of my other friends.
sheesh, this sucks.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Sunday, December 13, 2009 //
I'M HAVING WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS FROM UiTM TRIP!
just came back to sg on sat morning 1am from KL trip with NTU bowlers.
they are such fun caring entertaining easy-to-mix-with ppl!
we spent 5days at the same place, sunway pyramid.
most of our time in the bowling alley bowling and supporting each other,
eating cheap good food, and gossiping our way through.
though we were really tired at times,
these were such simple stuff but whole lots of enjoyment.
so much that i miss it so much):
it was nice to have rp there too, to be able to talk to aaron :D
and nus and sim to look at them bowl and their presence at kl
even though i do not have any close friends in those teams.
guess without as many singaporeans in the tournament, it wouldn't be that exciting.
i'm gonna get karma for gossiping so much.
ntu guys are damn zai :D
I MISS EVERYONE! ♥