i declare that expo coffee bean is the best place to study!
plus, i can walk there from my house : D
more of elis' footprints at expo! hahaha


elis is depressed ):
everything didn't go smoothly today ):
i don't like to be restricted ):
the school is controlling me ):
i refuse to stay back till 830pm in school everyday ):
who will do so with me ):
i'm forced to go for some emotional talk on a half day school ):
i should stop my obsession ):
no more computers, no more tv, no more talking ):
i shall be a quiet girl from now on ):


had my napha 2.4km run this morning. not that i was nervous about the run, i was more nervous about running in front of one big group of spectators. thanks samuel for helping me record and cheering! (: 14.22, a timing faster than my record last year, but slower than many people. oh well, it's still a B anw. prepare to hear me whine about muscle aches!

what was interesting today was that yunhui and i kept saying the same stuff, exact phrases, exact sentences, exact comments, do exact actions at the same time! such coincidence! oh maybe this goes to show our chemistry (mo4 qi4) :D

elis should start washing her eyes.

gelare tmr! yayyyy(:


yesterday was columbia's demo day(:

looking at those bowlers reving up those balls, i felt a little scared. what if they stop me from using their balls cause my skills are not up to their standard. what if i drop their ball. what if i roll their ball into the gutter. but when i look at the eagerness in chris' eyes, i decided to give it a try. managed to find a 13pound ball with the smallest finger and thumb inserts. for about five shots, i dropped the ball, it flew half a lane. it spins, it hooks, it spooks into the gutter. embarrassing? yea very. there came my saviour, some columbia eurasian guy, who corrected my timing, release, the adjustments of my guard, my alightment, my standing position, line to play all in just one hour! this is what i called a good coach. it felt really better. watch my ball rev towards the pocket and strike. thinking about it, my hands are itching to bowl! haha there's another demo next sat. should i go?
KINETIC PEARL! this was the ball i used. the real thing was black, pink and purple in colour. pretty! :D

sat at the beach and watch people sail. can you believe it? i've never seen that before, except on tv.
then, econs tutor taught me how to do my drq and essay. end of saturday(:

today was mugging day with best bud at airport(:

and i just realise that there's a shorter way of getting to the airport from my house. bus38 to expo and mrt to airport. 15min(: had popeye for lunch. the thigh and drumstick are really puny and are getting smaller and smaller. if it wasn't for their mash potato, i rather eat kfc. as daryl has never taken the skytrain before, we had a ride to t1 and back to t3 again. ended up at tcc, and sat there for 5 fat hours. weixin and her friend came over. walked around and head home. feeling fat, i walked home from expo. it only took 15min! judging how slow i walk. haha end of sunday(:

read my previous post. i must be overly emotional on that night to have ever thought that way. haha *elis laughs at herself*


why am i still so affected?
is it possible to love many people all at the same time?
or maybe that's called like.
i should not be greedy and try to own all of them.
be happy that i had wonderful memories with them,
i should be glad enough.

but sometimes, i wish history will repeat itself. or maybe just for a moment to make myself feel happier.

tmr's gonna be a splendid day(:


smart people will not want to study with not-so-smart people.
these not-so-smart people end up studying tgt,
and continue being not-so-smart.
failing their exams, pulling the class and school average down, being looked down on becomes a common thing.
form study groups is what teachers and principal always ask us to do,
asking the not-so-smart people to look for smart people to study with.
but do you think they will?
smart people wish to study with even smarter people to improve their already high standard to even higher standard of knowledge.

this is human.
this is life.


I always been the kind of girl
that hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
what i've got to say
But i have this dream
right inside of me
Im gonna let it show, its time
To let you know, to let you know

Do you know what its like
to feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
where you're the shining star
Even though it seems,
like it's to far away
I have to believe in myself,
its the only way

You're the voice i hear inside my head
The reason that im singing
I need to find you, i gotta find you
You're the missing piece i need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
Im exactly where im supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now i found, who i am
Theres no way to hold it in
No more hiding who i wanna be
This is me



elis has to meet vp on monday.

):

doomsday.


A COMPLAINT

on 16july2008,
Lim Fangyun aka the Bully has reached the extreme of hurting Elis Ong aka the Victim both physically and emotionally.

first, she cleaned her wet hands on elis' uniform while she was innocently tying her hair. i must sue her for my wet uniform!

in order to take revenge, she made elis run and chase after her despite having a strenuous pe in the morning. i must sue her for my muscle aches!

all was peaceful until she continued her attack during chem protected time. while elis was busy concentrating on her chem ws, fangyun stretched her hand over to draw 'fangyun rocks' on my paper. do you agree? i'm sure it's no. i must say she's very sensitive of the word '代沟'. but it's true! we sure do have this huge age/generation gap between us. as such, she start poking (or maybe tickling) me. she then took his great opportunity to MOLEST ME DELIBERATELY. i must sue her for outrage of modesty!

in spite of elis and shirlyn being nice to walk with her to the mrt station, she bullied us even more by smacking us hard on our arms. i must sue her for child abuse!

we must do something asap to stop this attacker from committing such crimes.

Yours Sincerely,
Elis Ong

P.S. i'm not mean. in fact, the attacker is happy that i actually blog it out (:

ohyes. weirdly, i've been having a splitting headache for the past THREE days. yunhui too! i sure do not think it will go off anytime soon. pain ): i think it's because of your face.




PERFECT CUT is the show of the year! it's a huge addiction away from my schoolwork (:


so angry, so pissed, so frustrated.

stop acting, will you?

arghhhhhh!


i'm tired. i'm very tired ):
so sick of studying,
so sick of wanting to work hard,
so sick of school (cause of you),
so sick of life.
it's getting boring.
how i wish i could sleep my life away.

i miss bowling ): ): ):


18th birthday was the ultimate! (:

had family celebration dinner at ahyat seafood restaurant, as i had been craving for shark's fin and chilli crab for a very long time. sis got me eyeliner. mummy got me chanel's necklace and earrings. pretty! aunty got me the latest lg phone KS20, but guess what. i sold it away. it was really too complicated for elis the lazy girl to use. i'll keep the money and wait for better touch-screen phones :D

had jts at vivo's marche. being the last to reach, i saw a big elmo balloon with num paper bag on a chair specially reserved for me. inside was green slippers! hahah couldn't stop smiling at that moment. then there were 3 big slices of brownie cake with a pretty candle. lunch was even better, having chris to share and serve me food :P it was great to hang around with the bowlers again.



at night, chris brought me to clarke quay's brewerkz for dinner. the pork ribs was yummy! with rasberry beer. oh, and i tried blue cheese. unique but not nice. haha watched wwe too. believe it or not, it was my first time watching it. many first experiences on the first day of elis' 18(: clubbing plan was cancelled, as we were too tired. went for midnight movie instead - driving lessons. how lucky of us to be able to get special theatres. first was grand cathay, now was the picturehouse. the movie was alittle complicated for my tiny brain, but i think i understand most of it :D all till the end of my birthday.


went to bah's house today. played alittle of bridge, listened songs before heading down for pizza. i must say, thank god i'm not staying at abah's house. climbing up and down the stairs of 3 levels can kill me. it's so so tiring. there, a slice of cake pop out from the fridge. another chocolate cake! using fork to cut it again (did the same for the bowlers' cake) this is a special year where elis uses a fork instead of knife to cut her cakes. haha and they poke it with 1big and 8small candles. how cute. and i had presents! liuying's octopus and fad, ham, jean, bah, fel, fil's teapot, mug and card. love them to bits! i was kind of surprised. didn't expect presents after treating me lunch. while bah head for her class outing, jean fad and i went to the airport to chill out and supposedly study. as usual, we ended up chatting and munching on tidbits. so sinful! haha but i enjoyed myself loads! (:


(smile, wish, cut!)
(present-ation)

(my bestest tkgs friends! with love)(abah's cute blackie)

read those birthday cards and made me feel how grateful to have you guys as friends. and those birthday wishes.

thanks loads for making my 18th birthday such a memorable one(:


I'M 18! EIGHTEEN! (:
like finally! i've waited for this day for many years.
now i can smoke, drink, buy 4d toto, drive legally!
hahaha words can't describe how happy i am now :D
feel totally loved with all the wishes.
thanks friends! let me give you guys a kiss. *muack*

ELIS IS LEGAL.
no longer a kid but an ADULT.


due to some photobucket advertisement which flooded my previous skin, i've changed again. a more mature and simple looking one this time(: lazy to really do much about it. and i should be studying! but i'm really really tired. how am i going to survive school of almost 12 hours everyday. not that i absorb much knowledge but it's still exhausting!

maybe you should get a job. i need more money!

and and it's just TWO MORE DAYS! (: exciting!