Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Thursday, April 28, 2011 //
mother-in-laws are tough to handle eh. couples usually face this problem after marriage in drama shows, but in reality, we must start pleasing our boyfriend's mum. thank god for now i don't have to please grandmothers. this has always been a fear or problem cos i really don't know how to handle adults, i don't wanna be fake and act all nice and stuff. i will just be who i am. channel8's drama is making me think too much, oh my.
i feel totally weird and uncomfortable when a guy who's attached msgs me, even for a few hours of smses. would definitely reject them for meals, and choose to eat alone instead. i don't behave this way last time :/ maybe cos i understand how his girlfriend might feel if it's one-to-one thing?
sigh, hopefully all these small things i do would not go to waste.
i feel totally weird and uncomfortable when a guy who's attached msgs me, even for a few hours of smses. would definitely reject them for meals, and choose to eat alone instead. i don't behave this way last time :/ maybe cos i understand how his girlfriend might feel if it's one-to-one thing?
sigh, hopefully all these small things i do would not go to waste.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Wednesday, April 27, 2011 //
Baby, we can go nowhere but up
Tell me what we got to fear
We'll take it to the sky pass the moon to the galaxy
As long as you're with me, baby
Honestly,
with the strength of our love,
We can't go nowhere but up
Tell me what we got to fear
We'll take it to the sky pass the moon to the galaxy
As long as you're with me, baby
Honestly,
with the strength of our love,
We can't go nowhere but up
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Tuesday, April 26, 2011 //
i ran! after months of not exercising :D such an accomplishment.
boyfriend aaron did the sweetest thing ever! okay, maybe not the sweetest cos there were other sweeter stuff but he popped out at scoopz when i was about to end work! i totally didn't suspect cos we were msging non-stop, but ahhh, so sweeeet! made me feel so loved (: (: thanks for sacrificing your trng cos of this, dar (: i may have betrayed you last time by stepping on two boats, but i have really changed for the better. looking back, i realised the change, i've stopped all chats with guys and did not go out with them anymore. prolly just samuel and rodney. even them, rarely. i've never done this for anyone before in past plenty years of relationships i had. i was surprised with myself being able to do that. power of love, huh (: now, i'm learning to trust you more (: iloveyou,babyboy
chilled with my lessie and watched justin bieber movie :D i'm having bieber fever! flood myself with even more of his songs as i mug!
boyfriend aaron did the sweetest thing ever! okay, maybe not the sweetest cos there were other sweeter stuff but he popped out at scoopz when i was about to end work! i totally didn't suspect cos we were msging non-stop, but ahhh, so sweeeet! made me feel so loved (: (: thanks for sacrificing your trng cos of this, dar (: i may have betrayed you last time by stepping on two boats, but i have really changed for the better. looking back, i realised the change, i've stopped all chats with guys and did not go out with them anymore. prolly just samuel and rodney. even them, rarely. i've never done this for anyone before in past plenty years of relationships i had. i was surprised with myself being able to do that. power of love, huh (: now, i'm learning to trust you more (: iloveyou,babyboy
chilled with my lessie and watched justin bieber movie :D i'm having bieber fever! flood myself with even more of his songs as i mug!
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Thursday, April 21, 2011 //
I'M GONNA SEE MY BOYFRIEND LATER! :DDD
i have conquered most of year2sem2 projects labs and quizzes! at last, all the sleepless nights of marketing and cyber proj at can1 till 2am, cidp, 206 lab proj, 205 lab. they were so dreadful and tiring! next are exams then holiday with baby and back to cidp!
SCHOOL, OH SCHOOL.
SCHOOL, OH SCHOOL.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Tuesday, April 19, 2011 //
blogging will make me feel better.
6june is a curse date.
Aaron's enlisting then, just as my holidays start. how sucky. and bad news have to come when i'm so busy with schoolwork right now. this feeling is really horrible, deep deep down. i tried my best to hold back my tears in class and on the way back hall. i wasn't as depressed when chris enlisted. why? :( even when a haven't enlist, i alr miss him badly :( maybe because i didn't believe that he would really enlist in june, i was hoping the second batch after my holidays at least, so that we can work tgt and celebrate my birthday. but these bubbles are all burst. he's gonna be in camp on my 21st birthday :( i haven't find any job to keep me busy during my holidays when he won't be around to accompany me. i'm a girl who fear loneliness too much. i know i will be able to get over this and he will still able to spend time with me once he book out maybe on saturdays. but.. :( i guess i'm too dependent on him now, and we really spend alot of time tgt. it's really gonna be a big change when he goes into army. screw army. elis really has to be independent from now on.
6june is a curse date.
Aaron's enlisting then, just as my holidays start. how sucky. and bad news have to come when i'm so busy with schoolwork right now. this feeling is really horrible, deep deep down. i tried my best to hold back my tears in class and on the way back hall. i wasn't as depressed when chris enlisted. why? :( even when a haven't enlist, i alr miss him badly :( maybe because i didn't believe that he would really enlist in june, i was hoping the second batch after my holidays at least, so that we can work tgt and celebrate my birthday. but these bubbles are all burst. he's gonna be in camp on my 21st birthday :( i haven't find any job to keep me busy during my holidays when he won't be around to accompany me. i'm a girl who fear loneliness too much. i know i will be able to get over this and he will still able to spend time with me once he book out maybe on saturdays. but.. :( i guess i'm too dependent on him now, and we really spend alot of time tgt. it's really gonna be a big change when he goes into army. screw army. elis really has to be independent from now on.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Sunday, April 17, 2011 //
Some close friends drift away and become close to other people. I'm not jealous cos it's my fault for not maintaining the friendship and always waiting for friends to contact me instead. With the busy schoolwork going on, I usually use my rare free time on work or boyfriend and friends who ask me out. This is a very bad habit right? I'm waiting for the holidays so that I can go out with my friends. Went daryl's birthday party ytd and realised how much he cherished our friendship even though I never go out with him for months and years. It's so difficult to balance everything. Maybe when you're single, it is easier to have lots of friendship around you but in a relationship, esp a stable relationship, you can't have the best of both worlds. I might miss other things that I used to do, but i'll sacrifice those for my love.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Saturday, April 09, 2011 //
boyfie aaron drank a lil too much and gg. my first time seeing him drunk after being tgt for so long. but he's happily snoring on the bed now (: i was kinda unhappy with him at certain point of time these days. felt as though he was distracted and not as close as me anymore. the small frustrations. but i guess he really loves me, right?
i realised there are many other girls who are multi-talented, pretty, slim and awesome. but i'm not. i can't play any musical instruments, i can't sing, i can't do sports, i'm not smart. i can bowl but i'm not good at it. i'm not slim and i'm not that pretty. i'm not sociable, i'm quiet. i suck.
i have never been drunk before, like wow, haha. think i'll still control and not show my drunkness to others however i might behave O.O sigh, each time i drink, i'm wide awake like an owl. AT THIS HOUR, omg. how how :(
i realised there are many other girls who are multi-talented, pretty, slim and awesome. but i'm not. i can't play any musical instruments, i can't sing, i can't do sports, i'm not smart. i can bowl but i'm not good at it. i'm not slim and i'm not that pretty. i'm not sociable, i'm quiet. i suck.
i have never been drunk before, like wow, haha. think i'll still control and not show my drunkness to others however i might behave O.O sigh, each time i drink, i'm wide awake like an owl. AT THIS HOUR, omg. how how :(
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Friday, April 01, 2011 //
i guess it's normal to feel unhappy or jealous when it comes to the topic of ex-girlfriends right? everyone would wish to be their partner's one and only, and not think back like how they used to love their ex-girlfriends, shower them with love, care, hugs and kisses. horrible feeling. something i must overcome! but :(
i'm watching wedding videos. i wanna get married and have an awesome sweet marriage too (:
i'm watching wedding videos. i wanna get married and have an awesome sweet marriage too (: