Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Saturday, May 31, 2008 //
am i your most important thing?
if your partner treats you well, you won't fall for another person.
do you know what is the feeling of loving someone secretly?
a beautiful relationship comes from unspoken feelings.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Wednesday, May 28, 2008 //
upon waking up in the morning, a simple sms received to wish you 'good morning' may start your day with a smile. or a 'good night' message may allow you to fall asleep with a smile. those random messages each day to exchange words of what we do every moment are actually quite sweet. we may be far apart, but feel close tgt in the small mobile phone. i just realised about it, and kind of miss that feeling.
it's never easy to fully let go of a relationship. to me, it's impossible unless i find someone new. having many guy friends, sometimes just don't work. you will start comparing them with your ex, and still find him better. not only you have to increase your social circle, but also look for 'the one' who's able to replace him. am i right girls? anw cheer up emo friends! (:
spent quality time with lessie today(: finally! happy happy.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
ubin trip on Tuesday, May 27, 2008 //
today was 'class' outing day to ubin for some cycling. elis went there with lots of anticipation and excitement, cause she has never been there except for obs. heard stories about people falling down, being chased by wild boars. luckily we didn't meet any wild boars, but had quite a few accidents.
on the boat
before starting the bike trailyunhui fell into the wild boar pit. shirlyn almost rolled down the slope. fangyun almost fall while going up those damn steep slopes. elis act adventurous and tried the whatever area which has tons of up and down slopes. upon the last down slope, there was a bend. elis had the sudden idea that she was driving nfs car, trying to press the break, turn the bike and so called 'drift'. guess what? she failed! and fell flat on her left body. as a result, she was partially covered with yucky mud and scratched her knee and elbow. she saw blood oozing out and did not know what to do. so, she sat there and whine in pain. here comes the rescue of her friends, who made her feel like a princess. pam provided with water and tissue to wash my wound and body, samuel cleaned me up and my wound, zhihao cleaned my bag till it doesn't seem to be dirty minutes ago, fangyun as first aider said it looked fine, qinkai pressed my wound with tissue (to apply pressure), yunhui and shirlyn asked if i'm alright, minyoung lent me his cap as the sun was scorching. while elis sat there and watched. haha love you classmates!(: oh, and those times when they helped me push my bike up. haha i'm such a useless bum. had no choice but to continue cycling. it wasn't really painful after some time, maybe it was numb alr.
went several places, in total, it seems to be almost the whole pulau ubin, did we? haha and took lots of photos! thankyou fy and yh for your pretty cameras!(: and more from the mia minyoung's. (more photos can be seen from yh's blog)
family, not :P
half way through journey
on some shaky rooftop after climbing up 120 stairson the way back from chek jawa, grey clouds overcast the sky. we walked quickly back to our bikes and cycled as quickly as possible back to the front. rain started to pour heavier and heavier till my eyes couldn't even open. not forgetting, it was 2km of chionging under the ultimate rain. i was totally drenched inside out. haha but it was fun! i get to wash my muddy fbt under the rain. haha we then walked back to the jetty.
taking photo under the heavy rain. dumb but fun :D
back at the jetty and dripping wetdespite my painful injury that i'm still complaining of now, i enjoyed myself thoroughly! this is the best class outing ever! hahaha loveeee(:
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Monday, May 26, 2008 //
i realised that i have been treating some of my friends quite badly, esp by neglecting them. but i'll try to make up! (:
went t3 to study with the other 'bottom2 in class', plus me it's 3. haha it wasn't really productive. plus, almost two hours of phone call with lessie. haha but i don't mind (:
end up spending quite alot of money, buying frappe, popeye and bright orange bra to be worn for tmr's ubin trip. haha and we sat at this lego table for quite some time. deprived childhood :P i'll continue my math on wed!
more and more family problems. adults are a big headache! tsk.oh man, why do i miss you so much?
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Saturday, May 24, 2008 //
mardi gras was better than what i expected, from leaving after spending coupons to leaving almost at 11. instead of watching performances, we were more of walking round and round school, looking at people. haha thanks yh for the photos! (:
the clique five! haha
with our childish ct and mr kao
miss wong!
the yellow shirt, black bag and white shoes except for our green shorts are really coincidence. shows our chemistry! haha :Pelis currently figuring out how to solve the rubik's cube, instead of doing math hypothesis.
i miss you too, lessie! miss you so so much. it has been almost one month since we last met, didn't we? i don't want 8june to be our next date. can it be soon? check your schedule soon yea!
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Tuesday, May 20, 2008 //
i love my this long weekend!
anything for you(:
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Friday, May 16, 2008 //
ah i'm so exhausted. somehow with all the plans cramped up tgt, the non-stop smsing all day long, nagging, and many many. i'll reward myself with 12hours of sleep(: and yes, phone calls are much more welcome than sms. elis is tired of pressing two phones every minute, every second.
let's see who is elis pissed with on this week,
character #1:
what for do you tell me that you have a secret, and not tell me what is it in the end? are you trying to show off? luckily i know what's that secret all about or i'll be even more pissed with you. can't stand all your weird actions. i can never understand you. so stay far away from me, or i'll find you more irritating.
character #2:
can you be more considerate about other ppl's feelings, and not care only about yourself? i voiced out many times that i didn't watch it before, and yet all you know how to do is to say that you watched them before. and what happened? we the others didn't get to watch it. this is a classroom session. you're not the only student. and you don't need to raise your volume whenever you talk and make everything you do seems so big.
RAHHH my blood pressure is rising each day.
i'm such a bitch.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Tuesday, May 13, 2008 //
reason why i should not love pretty boys:
pretty boys are high in demand. they are wanted by both girls and guys. hence, there is a lower probability of me getting one in this world.
but i still love them :P
say that i'm dumb.
I gotta say what's on my mind
Somethin about us doesn't seem right, these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try somehow the plan is always rearranged
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall, every time
Another color turns to grey
And it's just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away
I've got to move on, and be who I am
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Saturday, May 10, 2008 //
after hearing so many gossips about other ppl's relationships, i'm starting to have the fear of being in one. guys lose their feelings so much more quickly than girls. they won't even feel reluctant to separate off with their girl, despite what they had been through tgt and all the sweet memories. why is this so? we girls don't feel so, or maybe more for me. i bet i'll regret if i'm the one ending it. it's not one couple who faced such problem. i have heard of 4 couples! this month is some sort of bad month for love or something. this warns me not to be too close to attached guys, or else my future boyfriend will flirt with other girls secretly too! okay i'm thinking too much. i'm glad that i learnt lots of things from their experiences though. guys are complicated creatures.
i'm not a good girlfriend as what you think, so go back to your girl.
hey girl, cheer up! though i'm not in your school to spend more time with you, help you pull through such tough situation, i'm always here for you! don't keep everything to yourself yea. most ppl will agree that this year has been a really bad year. but we'll overcome every obstacles tgt! you're not alone. elis' ears will be wide open for you (: love and miss you so much
i love how i bowled today :D and the romantic team dinner! gonna miss all the friday dinners ): reflecting on how i felt irritated at every little thing some ppl had said today, makes me laugh. sorry, i think it's because of the terrible aches + hot weather = moody elis.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
happy things on Wednesday, May 07, 2008 //
CABLE SKI IS SUPER DUPER FUN! (:
despite all those fears we had right from the start of the day, it wasn't as scary afterall. i almost managed to ski one round, always falling at the same spot. haha that was for kneeboard. i can't do using ski board. how do you stand and ski on two long planks? flopped into water and cut my own leg. haha and it's so so tiring! i could feel myself using every muscle of my body. legs to balance the board, stomach to bend the board when approaching turns, hands and arms to hold on ultra tight. after three hours of ski-ing, elis has turned into jelly. i hardly have the strength to write, type nor walk. i don't mind going again though! (: the guy said that i can go the next time for free! :D
downtown exploration was an eyeopener ytd (: there were so many restaurants and cafes, esp gelare! what interest me most is not only the arcade and cinema, but also the study area! downtown is going to be my new hangout place, my new study place :D ahh so cool. ohya! and the bowling alley with that lcd screens. though it's low platform, i wish to bowl on them one day. hopefully soon! anyone wants to go too? there's this mini bowling too! (photo below) tried to play and i slipped and fell flat on my butt with the ball hitting only one pin. i suck. haha but it's something new (: i wanna go again! ahhhh
just wondering if anyone likes to go on rollercoasters or maybe all the rides available in theme parks, cause i like! haha random question.today is 0705 (7may). switch 5 and 7 and what do you get? *hints* :P
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Monday, May 05, 2008 //
you're not alone,
neither am i.
cause invisibly,
we are linked together.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
lost on Thursday, May 01, 2008 //
I'm searching, I'm still searching for answers
People have often told me to chose a different road
That this one can get ugly, twisting turns that just grow old
But I'm walking, I don't care if I'm walking alone
And I'm screaming into the dark
Searching for an answer, where do I go from here?
I don't know where I'm headed
Or if this is just a big mistake
Something's telling me that falling down
is a chance that I'll just have to take
But I always knew, that there'd come a day
When I'd have to get out, get out
I'm screaming into the dark, searching for an answer
Where do I go from here?
And I'm standing still but I can't catch my breath
Already running as fast as I can but going nowhere
Where do I go from here?