Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Thursday, March 31, 2011 //
when i think back, i realised i really do not have much friends. i can count them with my hand :( i'm so tired of school and life, i wanna go back to life where i hang out with my friends and family.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Wednesday, March 30, 2011 //
i still think of you at times and how i wish you still exist.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Tuesday, March 29, 2011 //
I feel so down, and has lack of motivation to study. I must be pmsing, it's the time of the month. Not seeing aaron and tons of work to complete instead makes me depressed.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Thursday, March 24, 2011 //
I love Aaron because he makes me feel needed in his life (:
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Tuesday, March 22, 2011 //
if you were to expect me to be more sociable, always cheerful and mixing around, i can't. it's not my personality to. won't i be very fake in that case? i don't really like to talk when i don't have anything to say. i'm just not as friendly as other girls.
so tired of life.
so tired of life.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Thursday, March 17, 2011 //
He's so awesome that I'm gonna hold him tight and never let him go.
Ytd 16 March marks the last day of our NAG tgt. though we did not bowl as well as we wished, i had an experience that will forever be kept as sweet memories (:
Ytd 16 March marks the last day of our NAG tgt. though we did not bowl as well as we wished, i had an experience that will forever be kept as sweet memories (:
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Wednesday, March 16, 2011 //
LIFE SUCKS, BIG TIME.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Friday, March 11, 2011 //
SIGH, SO SIAN.
the future is so unpredictable now. i have no idea what will happen in the next few months or years. there would be many changes in my life. would i make it?
i'm scared.
the future is so unpredictable now. i have no idea what will happen in the next few months or years. there would be many changes in my life. would i make it?
i'm scared.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Wednesday, March 09, 2011 //
i need to control the urge. if not i'm killing myself again. ahh, i cannot be left alone.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Tuesday, March 08, 2011 //
sudden want for a soft toy in my hall room to hug. kollin's fault.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Monday, March 07, 2011 //
don't like it when i find out things
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Thursday, March 03, 2011 //
sigh, i don't like periods. it makes me ultimately emotional. and i will blog very often.
i would not want to go out nor meet friends nor study but just listen sad songs and let my mind wander wild. i'm glad a would be very careful in however he behaves during this period of time. if not.. whines, i have so many big fat projects. i think i have too many activities to juggle. bowling trngs, weekly tournaments, scoopz, school work. now that i type out, it doesn't seem alot but i do not have enough time for friends, family nor boyfriend. if time was like a tape player, play stop pause rewind ffwd.
Cos' i feel you even though we're apart,
and without you there's a hole in my heart.
Oh baby baby, though i tried i just cant adjust.
Oh boy, what happened to us, happened to us.
i would not want to go out nor meet friends nor study but just listen sad songs and let my mind wander wild. i'm glad a would be very careful in however he behaves during this period of time. if not.. whines, i have so many big fat projects. i think i have too many activities to juggle. bowling trngs, weekly tournaments, scoopz, school work. now that i type out, it doesn't seem alot but i do not have enough time for friends, family nor boyfriend. if time was like a tape player, play stop pause rewind ffwd.
Cos' i feel you even though we're apart,
and without you there's a hole in my heart.
Oh baby baby, though i tried i just cant adjust.
Oh boy, what happened to us, happened to us.
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Wednesday, March 02, 2011 //
i may be closer to new friends, but i miss my old friends dearly :(
Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Tuesday, March 01, 2011 //
i like how our love is so strong.
it's funny how one person can say how lucky aaron is to have me as a girlfriend, while another says it sucks to be my boyfriend. this clearly shows that different guys have different 'expectations' for their dream girl. i might be sweet and loving to one, but an attention-seeking, high demanding to another. i would say you might not know me well enough, or i do not think you're a good friend of mine thus i did not care much for you or even feel irritated. can't stand stingy guys who goes to different girls to get treats. be a man! tsk.
i'm pmsing.
my marketing proj group mate sucks too.
it's funny how one person can say how lucky aaron is to have me as a girlfriend, while another says it sucks to be my boyfriend. this clearly shows that different guys have different 'expectations' for their dream girl. i might be sweet and loving to one, but an attention-seeking, high demanding to another. i would say you might not know me well enough, or i do not think you're a good friend of mine thus i did not care much for you or even feel irritated. can't stand stingy guys who goes to different girls to get treats. be a man! tsk.
i'm pmsing.
my marketing proj group mate sucks too.