Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Friday, January 22, 2010 //
ultimate sianness
today's started off as a splendid day, and ended off like shit.
SIAN BECAUSE i can't go for bowling trng on sat due to cheer.
SIAN BECAUSE i can't dance for nuts and i'm really trying very hard to improve on my actions and expressions, but i still have the blur little girl look.
SIAN BECAUSE i don't have the cheer face, i can only smile.
SIAN BECAUSE i wanna get out of hall, really sick of it, sick of everything.
SIAN BECAUSE i really miss my outside friends and family.
SIAN BECAUSE i feel as though i don't have any true friends here to listen to me at 4am. i'm ridiculous, i know.
SIAN BECAUSE i'm sick at this crucial period.
SIAN BECAUSE i'm no good at anything, i'm not that good in bowling, cheer nor swimming. ppl are overtaking me one by one.
SIAN BECAUSE comm ppl are making me do things that i don't wish to, i'm forced.
SIAN BECAUSE i'm unhappy about many things that are flooding my mind.
SIAN BECAUSE i'm really stressed out, and wanna throw everything aside and walk down the streets with c, with nothing to worry about.
i wanna go home!
today's started off as a splendid day, and ended off like shit.
SIAN BECAUSE i can't go for bowling trng on sat due to cheer.
SIAN BECAUSE i can't dance for nuts and i'm really trying very hard to improve on my actions and expressions, but i still have the blur little girl look.
SIAN BECAUSE i don't have the cheer face, i can only smile.
SIAN BECAUSE i wanna get out of hall, really sick of it, sick of everything.
SIAN BECAUSE i really miss my outside friends and family.
SIAN BECAUSE i feel as though i don't have any true friends here to listen to me at 4am. i'm ridiculous, i know.
SIAN BECAUSE i'm sick at this crucial period.
SIAN BECAUSE i'm no good at anything, i'm not that good in bowling, cheer nor swimming. ppl are overtaking me one by one.
SIAN BECAUSE comm ppl are making me do things that i don't wish to, i'm forced.
SIAN BECAUSE i'm unhappy about many things that are flooding my mind.
SIAN BECAUSE i'm really stressed out, and wanna throw everything aside and walk down the streets with c, with nothing to worry about.
i wanna go home!