Elis Ong @elisongelis
story of a girl on Monday, April 28, 2008 //
elis used to be a really happy girl, a girl with no worries. only until sec two, things began to change when she met something called love. where she start to see things in a different way. others call it mature. not too childish but yet not mature. i was confused. after that breakup, i start to cry very easily. then, elis start to know more about bowling and take it seriously. first two years were indeed just throwing balls with my eyes shut. scores start to pick up fast. i knew nothing about rev, speed or whatever shit. i only knew how to aim and just hit that bloody pins. nobody told me about my style, timing, swing or whatever. i just 'bowl'. in jc, i began to understand even more things. is it a good thing? i don't know. maybe it is, just that i don't know how to handle them. they came all tgt at one shot. and most imptly, i understand more about myself, or maybe realise more flaws in me. i get affected really too easily. the main point is that i can't control my emotions. i don't want to be either. elis in the past has never thought of suicide. the elis now feels like dying. tireddd ): just let bowling end quickly. i need a good rest.
to conclude, elis sucks.
not going to bowl ever again.