Elis Ong @elisongelis
A'DIVISION on Thursday, April 24, 2008 //
second day of adiv, the doubles event.
elis bowled uber duper badly, and got herself a game of 83. if there's an award for the lowest game, i will receive that. oh sigh. i'm going to pull tj down. and oh yes, i sure do hope that coach jimmy will not scold me again next monday. you as a coach supposed to encourage me and not scold me during such tournament. like hello, i know my timing and whatever technical stuff sucks, but what can i do during adiv. you should help me more on my position and not criticise my bowling skills. go and learn from mr ng. he's so much more optimistic and encouraging. and that cute mr tan with his cute actions. really, i can't stand you anymore. so glad that i'm leaving tj bowling, but pity those juniors who will have to suffer under your coaching. oh well, i will not care about you and bowl my own way for quartet. nothing's going to affect me.
now that i realised that my father had some wrongdoing, i think that everyone has their own views and hence result in something called conflict. they all care for me. i know that it's just their way of expressing it. oh sigh. i really don't want to be stuck in the middle again. why am i always caught in such situation? it's so tiring, mentally. can we just ignore about those biasness and frustration, and just encourage me more, show me more love? that's what i need most.
in conclusion, it's all my fault. ME and my 83. if i didn't bowl that 83, this won't happen. all these problems started from ME. i'm so sorry for everything.
sorry i needed to vent my anger.
GO TJ BOWLING!(:
GIVE IT OUR BEST!