Actl I realise that it's gonna be my first time traveling for 4 weeks. Have never gone out of singapore for that long. Plus, without family. I was too comfortable in my comfort zone that I don't mind not going for exchange to have my family and friends around. Excluding the fact that I didn't have any money either. I'm usually the one sending people off. I was so excited for past month about this trip. I can't say that i'm going to be independent and sleep in my own room and wash my own clothes. I've done them all in NTU hall. Or maybe the anxious feeling about visiting a country so far away, and taking 13hours flight with 3 guys whom I barely knew for 5 weeks. The uncertainty of what would happen, where would I stay, who will my roomie be, will I fail my exam, etc etc. Most of them are foreigners and singaporeans in my group either studied in uk or did exchange over there alr. I'm the only suaku.

Put worries aside. I will enjoy myself :)