Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Tuesday, April 19, 2011 //
blogging will make me feel better.
6june is a curse date.
Aaron's enlisting then, just as my holidays start. how sucky. and bad news have to come when i'm so busy with schoolwork right now. this feeling is really horrible, deep deep down. i tried my best to hold back my tears in class and on the way back hall. i wasn't as depressed when chris enlisted. why? :( even when a haven't enlist, i alr miss him badly :( maybe because i didn't believe that he would really enlist in june, i was hoping the second batch after my holidays at least, so that we can work tgt and celebrate my birthday. but these bubbles are all burst. he's gonna be in camp on my 21st birthday :( i haven't find any job to keep me busy during my holidays when he won't be around to accompany me. i'm a girl who fear loneliness too much. i know i will be able to get over this and he will still able to spend time with me once he book out maybe on saturdays. but.. :( i guess i'm too dependent on him now, and we really spend alot of time tgt. it's really gonna be a big change when he goes into army. screw army. elis really has to be independent from now on.
6june is a curse date.
Aaron's enlisting then, just as my holidays start. how sucky. and bad news have to come when i'm so busy with schoolwork right now. this feeling is really horrible, deep deep down. i tried my best to hold back my tears in class and on the way back hall. i wasn't as depressed when chris enlisted. why? :( even when a haven't enlist, i alr miss him badly :( maybe because i didn't believe that he would really enlist in june, i was hoping the second batch after my holidays at least, so that we can work tgt and celebrate my birthday. but these bubbles are all burst. he's gonna be in camp on my 21st birthday :( i haven't find any job to keep me busy during my holidays when he won't be around to accompany me. i'm a girl who fear loneliness too much. i know i will be able to get over this and he will still able to spend time with me once he book out maybe on saturdays. but.. :( i guess i'm too dependent on him now, and we really spend alot of time tgt. it's really gonna be a big change when he goes into army. screw army. elis really has to be independent from now on.