I watched a movie recently, called 'Pay It Forward'.
It has indeed inspired me. 'Pay it forward' conjures the notion of paying a favor not back, but forward - repaying good deeds not with payback, but with new good deeds done to three new people.
After the sudden exposure to the ugly side of the world, i wish to change the world too. By putting some positive changes - random acts of kindness.
I know i have not been nice to some people recently, however i will start not by forgetting, but by forgiving. Not that i have much to forgive, since most of the problem comes from me and my brain, my heart. My feelings, my personality, maybe i should make things clear to all my friends so that such incidents will not happen again. It feels horrible.
Don't be too shocked if all of the sudden, i treat you nice. I have never liked rejecting people anyway. I know how bad it feels.

I'm glad i still have besties (not good friends, but best friends) to hear me rant about daily happenings. And i still miss those ns boys. Yt, your one month trip feels like a year! It's really one FAT month without you around. Hmm, wonder if you will read this. I will keep this post on the same page till you come back. It's indeed true that only when someone is away, you will realise how important that person is to you. Not that i didn't realise earlier, but it confirms it.
And i must say, i love picking up ns boys' phone calls - interesting!