clumsy elis fell down again. knees, elbow and palm had some scratches. it's quite bad to me. i seriously have zero tolerance for pain. upon seeing the blood, i felt as though i was fainting. again, this fall includes soil. dirty disgusting soil must have something against me.

went to the toilet to clean up, and was stopped by many teachers. tj's smart to surround the school with teachers during assembly. i was ALONE. the injured elis cleaned her wounds all by herself. maybe i'm too dependent on others. the previous fall, i had classmates to do the job for me. today, nobody to clean my bag, nobody to clean my wound, nobody to clean my shirt. at that moment, i miss those few classmates so much! can't deny that they're very caring. you guys are still the best! (: i'm still in pain. it seems to be alittle swollen. sighhh

thanks to fy and yh for blogging about how horrible guys are(:

cheered myself up by treating myself to coffeebean, and someone volunteered to accompany me and walked me home :D

anw, listen the song 'happy ending'! by mika. my emo song of the bad horrible terrible week.