Elis Ong @elisongelis
on Tuesday, February 12, 2008 //
what if one day you realised that you can't even trust your own mother,
i no longer understand what she's trying to do, what she's thinking, how she feels.
why must she be so selfish?
after so many years of marriage with two children, did she consider our feelings, or respect us?
i feel so disappointed and hurt.
one wrong step she take breaks three hearts in the family, just because of one outsider's heart.
is this worth it? is he that good for you to do so? why wouldn't you even listen to me, my advice, my pleads?
i want a happy family, just like how we were in the past. no, i need it.
you told us not to worry and concentrate on our studies. do you think we can? our family is breaking apart. elyn and i are caught in the middle, without knowing how we can help you two. we don't want to live with either one of you in future. we want both, we need both parents.
please i beg you, reconsider. or even wake yourself up from whatever black magic that bastard had cast on you. your decision really affects us alot, so so much ):
and you, idiotic family-breaker bastard! go away! why did you come into our life out of a sudden. go back to your own family, you fcker! I HATE YOU. curse you to your death asap. you better beware, i may appear behind you with a knife.
each family member need to make sacrifices in order to achieve a happy family.
don't you love us? or maybe you love him even more than us ):
why is it that easy for you to throw elyn and i aside, and leave for another guy?
don't we make any impact in your life?
questions and more questions that you refuse to answer me. hopefully you'll read this and will make you change your mind.
i love you my mother, i love my father.
i think he's a very sweet, caring, loving, understanding husband, always willing to give in to my mother to avoid conflicts. even allowing her to meet him, but stubborn mother took him for granted. humans just do not know how to treasure good things that are right in front of them.
i'm glad i still have my darling sister to confide to, cry tgt, and face the problem.